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It is a dark and cloudy night.
There is no sign of moon or stars. The lonely traveler makes
his way towards the large and gabled house in the distance,
the only house where he can still see some lights on. He is
desperate, so he climbs up the stairs and knocks on the
door. After a long wait, someone answers the door. A
butler’s cold voice says, “Come in.”
The traveler feels a mysterious
chill run up and down his spine as he enters the great
dining hall in the home. He sees the austere and cold beauty
of the place. He struggles to carry his burden, fearful to
set it down in this forbidding place. There is a long table
before him, and a few silent guests are seated around the
table.
On the table is a meal, and he
feels the icy eyes of the butler as he gazes at the food
before him. In the background, he hears strange music and
unexpected thumps. He wonders if it will be safe to eat, but
he is hungry and this is all that is offered….
So begin so many mysteries. The
scene is set, and we hunker down in our chair to read on, or
we turn up the volume a bit so as not to miss a word from
the television screen before us. We are pretty sure someone
here is about to die….
However, the mystery of which
Paul speaks is not a mystery that will be solved in sixty
minutes or the time it takes to read a novel. Paul writes,
“Behold, I tell you a mystery.” Paul’s mystery is
about death. But it’s also about life. And most especially
it is about change.
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It’s something more akin to
the mystery of sunlight shining after days of clouds,
and in its shining revealing to us tiny bits of dust
floating free. The dancing bits of dust were there all
the time, but only at certain moments do we notice their
presence.
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it’s
more like that moment when Jacob laid his head down on a
rock and woke up exclaiming, “Surely the Lord is in this
place!”
As I offer pastoral care
here at First Church, I run into this mystery all the time.
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I do see people dying.
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I see people struggling
to change, and people being changed.
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I have seen people who
were once terrified of death growing into the nurturing
role of crooning love songs into the ear of a dying
parent.
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see folks who have carried a heavy burden of pain or
hurt for many years who are suddenly able to lay it
down.
In fact, it seems to be in the wounds of life
that the places of mysterious transformation seem most often
to occur. As John Mogabgab
pointed out, our lives are
indeed “peppered with strife,” but they are also “salted
with goodness.”[1]
In this season of the year,
which the church calls Epiphany, we think about some other
travelers and the amazing insight they found as they
traveled, following a star. Apparently the three Wise Men
traveled in a world that included some dark and cloudy
nights as well as star-filled nights, for at one point they
had to go and inquire for directions. But their travels
finally led them to a place where they encountered the Son
of God.
For the Wise Men, the star
served as their treasure map, their pathway to the holy
mystery. Our treasure map is called “The Means of Grace,”
which are all the different pathways that God offers us in
our search for a moment with God. The means of grace include
such things as prayer, worship, music, fasting, and
participating in Holy Communion. Actually, the list is much
longer than this; there are many pathways into God’s
presence.
But one of the most consistent
and reliable means of grace, instituted by Jesus Christ, is
Holy Communion. Beginning soon, our church will be
increasing the frequency with which we celebrate Holy
Communion at our 9:30 and 11:00 worship services.
The United Methodist Church
recently published a new study called “This Holy Mystery.”
It is a study of communion, and about changes in our United
Methodist Church’s understanding of communion, changes that
take us closer to what Jesus taught and the early church
practiced. One of the key teachings of this document is the
importance of frequent communion for all of us.
The reason we need to partake
more frequently is because we need the nourishment that the
sacrament provides. It is a nourishment that comes from
remembering, receiving grace, and being transformed into the
body of Christ.
When we take communion, we are
remembering in a special way, a way which theologians call “anamnesis.”
Anamnesis means remembering the past as though it
were happening at this very moment. In a way, we are trying
to remember our cumulative experience of God throughout the
centuries, and especially our experience of Jesus Christ.
We are also remembering our
personal experiences of God’s love. We are trying to allow
all those experiences to be so real to us in this
moment, that we can be changed by the same power that
was in them at the moment they happened the first time.
This is the type of remembering
we hope for at communion. But we can’t make this type of
remembering happen, we can only prepare for it and be open
to receiving it.
A mother mouse is taking her two
small mice out for a walk. As they go, she sees a cat
approaching. They are caught out in the middle of the room.
There seems to be no easy escape route. Anxious to save her
family, the mother mouse stands on her hind legs, musters
all her strength, opens her mouth and roars loudly,
“Bow-wow!” The cat is caught by surprise and runs away. As
the cat leaves, the mother mouse turns to her babies and
tells them, “You see children, it pays to learn a second
language.”[2]
And as we experience the
presence of God, we may find ourselves wanting to share what
we have found with others.
Our granddaughter Evelyn, at 17
months, is busily acquiring a few language skills. She does
lots of jabbering that seems to hold meaning for her but
which we cannot usually decipher. However, she has become
more and more interested in talking the same language as the
rest of us. Not too long ago she broke the code for the word
“cookie,” and now she often gazes up at us and sweetly
chimes “coo-kie” in a way that melts your heart. You can
guess how we respond.
Her regular babysitter has a
little boy named Billy who is just weeks younger than she.
Since she has discovered the power of this new word to bring
actual, tangible results, she has been seen trying hard to
share this experience with Billy. Evelyn sits beside Billy
on the floor and says to him repeatedly “coo-kie…cookie.”
Finally, Billy gets the idea and echoes her word. What can
you do but hand over the goods to both of them? Thus, the
mystery is shared.
John Wesley, the founder of
Methodism, took communion several times each week. He did it
because he felt that it was God’s command to us, to take it
as often as we could. He believed that communion offered
forgiveness, thanksgiving, transformation, and more. Like
Evelyn, he was eager to share the mystery; in 1787 he
preached a sermon called “The Duty of Constant Communion.”
How will this monthly communion
work, in practical terms? What will we do? For Jacob, it was
a matter of laying his head against a rock. For Moses, it
was taking off his shoes to approach a burning bush. For the
Wise Men, it was following a star.
It is always good to have a
little bit of background. Last week, Gary and I went grocery
shopping together, an event which doesn’t happen too often
anymore but sometimes results in unusual purchases. Last
week we spied a display of pomegranates. Now, neither of us
were raised in homes where pomegranates were eaten, but it
looked good, so we bought it. Yesterday, we decided it was
time to eat it. How hard could it be?
So I laid it on a plate, got out
a large knife, and cut the thing in half. I was surprised to
see that the entire fruit consisted mainly of lots of seeds,
and that a lot of juice came out, deep purple juice. I think
it was the juice that gave me the idea to treat it like an
orange, and try to squeeze out the juice. Don’t do this at
home! Purple juice splattered everywhere! It seemed that
each seed was bursting with juice waiting for its
opportunity to escape! There were mini-explosions of deep
purple juice splattered on counters, cupboards, tile and on
me!
After cleaning up my kitchen, I
decided to look in my How to Cook Everything book,
where I read: “Pomegranate: Certainly among the strangest
and most cumbersome of the fruits we eat, a labyrinth of
seeds wrapped in fruit, buried in a mass of inedible flesh
surrounded by a tough skin.” Here’s the key: “To ‘eat’ you
suck or chew on the seeds… .”
[3]
Sometimes it pays to read the cookbook first.
So here is the cookbook version
of what we are planning to do two weeks from today:
Depending on the service, there may be stations for you to
receive communion at the front, some in the back, some in
the balcony, and one in the chancel for the choir. Ushers
will help you to know where to go as you leave your pew.
As you wait in your pew to be
directed toward a station, it’s a good time to prepare
yourself. You might wish to spend time remembering God’s
love toward you and all of us, focusing on specific events.
You may also wish to use the time to talk over with God the
places in your life where there is pain.
The theologian Moltmann once
said that the judgment each of us faces for our sins
happens in the moment when we fully realize the pain we
have caused to someone else. If there is some pain or
sin you need to face, talk it over with God. It’s even
better to do this type of chat every day.
But don’t forget: The good
news is that Christ died for our sins, and offers us
forgiveness in the same way that he offered it to those
who were crucifying him, “Father, forgive them, for they
know not what they do.” We can freely accept the gift of
forgiveness and grace that Christ offers.
Are we worthy to participate
in this mystery? No. Neither were Jacob or Moses or Paul
or the wise men, but all of them followed God’s call
anyway. And Wesley said in his sermon that the most
important thing for us to remember in receiving Holy
Communion was simply to do it, since it is the command
of Christ.[4]
As you reach the station, break
off a piece of bread large enough so that you can dip just a
corner into the cup. As you receive the elements, the server
will often say some word of blessing. A really good way to
respond is simply to say “Amen,” adding your assent to their
prayer for you.
When you return to your pew,
use the time to sit silently; opening yourself to God’s
presence. You may be surprised to learn that in pursing
this mystery, what you have found is your own deepest
reality. Let your time with God soak in, like a bit of
dust floating in some unexpected sunlight…… Bask in the
mystery of grace.
It was a dark and cloudy
night. The lonely traveler makes his way towards the
large house in the distance, the house with a tall
steeple. It’s the only house where he can still see some
lights. He is desperate, so he climbs up the stairs and
knocks on the door. Someone answers the door and says,
“Come in.”
The traveler feels a
mysterious chill run up and down his spine as he enters
the great dining hall in the home. But it is not a chill
of fear, but a chill of mysterious awe, for he has
stumbled into the house of God.
And someone is offering to
hold his burden for him. And someone is smiling at him
and listening to him and making room for him at the
table. And on the table is a feast, truly a mysterious
feast.
And the traveler is me, and
the traveler is you. And we turn around and other
travelers are waiting to eat, as well. And we know there
is enough for all, and we say to each other, “Come on
in.”
And we begin to eat
together. And we are changed. And we are changing. And
somewhere a trumpet is sounding, and what is dead in
us is arising to new life. Praise the Lord, Praise
the Lord, O My Soul.
[1]
Mogabgab, John S., “Editor’s Introduction,”
Weavings (Vol. 21, No. 1, January 2006) 3.
[2]
Quoted by Rev. Richard Dake in a Sermon called “The
Plus of Not Knowing,” Nov. 27, 2005, from a sermon
“You Better Watch Out!” by Rev. Ben “Benchuck”
Manning.
[3]
Bittman, Mark. How to Cook Everything: Simple
Recipes for Great Food (New York: Macmillan USA,
1998) 645.
[4]
Wesley, John. “The Duty of Constant Communion” 1787
as printed in John Wesley’s Sermons: An Anthology,
Albert C. Outler and Richard P. Heitzenrater, ed.
(Nashville: Abingdon Press, 1991) 502-510.
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