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As
most of you know, we now have all of the formal approvals we
need from the City of Birmingham to build our Christian Life
Center, and it is our intention to break ground as part of our
anniversary celebration on Sunday, September 29 at 12:30. Many
of you even attended one or more city meetings which stretched
over eleven months from beginning to end.
Strangely
enough, it was the most mundane of those meetings that
produced a moment of high drama. The date was Monday, August
12. The setting was the City Commission. Little appeared to be
at stake, which is why we made no effort to drum up a crowd. A
few of us appeared before the Commission, not to present
anything, but to formally request a place on the next
meeting’s agenda….the meeting scheduled for Monday, August
26. It all sounded routine, especially with our ducks in a row
and eleven months of practice behind us.
Little
did we know that the Commission was staring at a mountain of
unfinished business and was seeking to delay anything and
everything it could. Hence, they proposed that we have our
final review, not on August 26, but one month later on
September 23. After all, “this month, next month, what’s
the difference?” Quickly, we had to explain the difference.
One month’s delay would slow the permit process….itself, a
six-week effort. No permits, no site work. No site work, no
bulldozers and back hoes. No bulldozers and back hoes (before
the ground freezes), no footings and no asphalt. Meaning
nothing to park on….or build on….till spring. All of
sudden the critical question became: “Does anybody know when
the asphalt plants close for the winter?”
When the commissioners heard “the first week in
November,” you could sense the tide turning in our favor.
Which is how we got on the August agenda, just as we hoped.
All
of which brought back memories of an era when the coming of
winter forced people to act with greater urgency than is
required today. At the house in which I was raised, we had to
get the screens down and the storms up….before winter. Out
in the garden, we had to get the daffodils into the ground and
the dahlias out of the ground….before winter. And when it
came to the car, there were things like antifreeze, studs and
tire chains to consider….before winter. Even today, one
hears commercialized warnings directed at those who would fail
to winterize. And there’s always the necessity of a flu
shot. Again, before winter.
With
that in mind, I would launch our program year by holding up a
little phrase from Paul’s second letter to Timothy which
breathes the same urgency. As the letter unfolds, Paul is in a
Roman jail….dying. At this point in his life he is down to
three close and abiding friends….the Master whom he
serves….the doctor (Luke) who serves him….and a young
half-caste apprentice, Timothy, who Paul has left in charge of
the church at Ephesus. So he writes Timothy from jail, asking
him to come to Rome and bring his books and his old
travel-stained robe. To these requests, he adds a postscript:
“Do your best to come quickly. Come before winter.”
Why
before winter? A pair of reasons suggest themselves. One has
to do with mobility. The other with mortality. Mobility means
that winter may render the Mediterranean unnavigable, with
bitter gales closing the shipping lanes till spring. Mortality
means that Paul doesn’t figure to be around come spring.
Before
winter or never. It sounds harsh, doesn’t it? But the truth
is, there are things that will never get done if they are not
completed before winter. There are certain doors, open now,
that the winds of winter will surely slam shut. And there are
certain voices, available now, which winter may silence
forever. Most obvious, of course, is the voice of some
significant other. Not everybody we know and love is going to
weather another winter. Had Timothy dallied till spring, he
would have arrived in Rome to find Paul silent in the ground.
This
awareness of winter’s inevitability injects a certain
urgency into every human relationship. It has long been
rumored that mothers tell their daughters they should never go
out of the house without clean underwear, lest they become
involved in an accident and wind up in an emergency room. For
similar reasons, Kris and I never go away for more than a day
without making sure the house is clean and the dishes are out
of the sink, lest there should come a day when we don’t
return to the house and someone else has to come in and sift
the stuff of our lives. The tragedy is that all kinds of
people who die with clean underwear and no dishes in the sink,
also die with words on their lips they wish they could have
spoken, or words in their ears they wish they could have
heard.
Fred
was flying on one of those small jets from somewhere to San
Diego. You know the ones I mean, the jets that have three
seats on one side of the aisle and two on the other. He was
one of the two….on the aisle. She was the other one of the
two….next to the window. She was a stranger….traveling
alone….forty-ish….and crying. Fred, being a minister,
figured it was his professional duty to respond to the crying.
Which he did by saying: “It would seem that this is not a
very happy trip for you.”
“No,”
she said, “it isn’t. I’m going to my father’s
funeral.”
“I’m
sorry,” said Fred. “I can tell by your tears that you and
your father were very close.”
“No,
on the contrary, I haven’t spoken to my father….written to
my father….called my father…. seen my father….in
seventeen years. Seventeen years.”
“Really?”
“In
fact,” she said, “the last time I saw him, I was in his
home. We got into a quarrel. I got up from the table, threw my
napkin on my plate, and as I slammed the door leaving his
house, I said: ‘You can go to hell.’ That’s the last
thing I said to my father. And now he’s dead.”
One
of life’s lousier moments is when we realize that we never
got around to saying what somebody has now slipped beyond the
range of hearing. Because of winter.
Not
everything in our personal lives can be put on hold. Some
things, yes. Other things, no. It’s true for relationships.
It’s also true for opportunities. I don’t know if
opportunity knocks but once. They say that. But do they really
know that? And who are “they,” anyway? Still, folk wisdom
is often grounded in reality. And next week (unless I miss my
bet), at least twenty of you are going to tell me about a door
that was there to be walked through, had you taken advantage
of the limited time it was open. Where time was concerned, you
thought you had plenty. And where the door was concerned, you
thought it was permanently wedged. But you didn’t. And it
wasn’t. Instead, the door came spring-loaded. And when it
slammed in your face, it felt like….well, you know what it
felt like….it felt like winter. Brrr.
This
is true in public life, every bit as much as in private life.
People who practice statecraft know that there is often a
moment in the affairs of nations….an open window in the
escalation of conflict….which, if seized in time, can arrest
a slide into disaster. Isn’t the real sadness of the Middle
East the number of such moments that have been missed, leading
historians to say: “The window was there. Maybe only for a
few days. Maybe only for a few hours. But nobody took
advantage of it before winter blew it shut.”
Labor
negotiators know the same thing. Settlements signal themselves
with whispers, long before they speak themselves with offers.
But if nobody is attentive to the whispers, there are no
offers. I saw baseball at Wrigley Field on Monday, as I was
pretty sure I would. Because, for the first time in memory,
the participants seized the opportunity available to them and
behaved sensibly, proclaiming that “the need to get it
done” took precedence over the need to get it all.
But
the most important voice of seasonal urgency is not the voice
of a significant other, nor the voice of public or private
opportunity. It is the voice of the Lord Jesus Christ. As you
know, I am as willing to explore the social and psychological
aspects of the Christian faith as any preacher. But I have
never lost my sense of the centrality of Christian conversion.
The church which fails to preach conversion has no gospel. And
the church which fails to harvest converts is as disobedient
as it is dumb.
But
the Christian faith did not begin around an oval table in a
first century seminar room, with a bunch of people pondering
“Messianic musings in the Middle East” (“Well, Eli, tell
us what people up your way are thinking about Jesus.”). No,
the Christian faith began beside a lake when Jesus laid it on
the line to a couple of guys about who he was and who they
were….and then (at some point in the conversation) said:
“So are you guys coming or fishing?”
Sooner
or later, it comes down to just such a decision….about who
is going to be the central loyalty of your life….whose name
you are going to name….whose banner you are going to
carry….whose kingdom you are going to seek….and in whose
army you are going to march. When the surrounding culture is a
quasi-Christian culture, maybe you can backburner such a
decision and drift in the general direction of the prevailing
ethos. But I’ve got news for you. The prevailing culture is
no longer Christian. Which means that you no longer can….go
with its flow, I mean. Drifters need to become deciders.
And
even if you’ve already made that decision, I think you need
to freshen it from time to time. In the space reserved for
“denominational preference,” a lady once penciled in the
words “Jehovah’s bystander.” When pressed for an
explanation, she said: “I used to be a Witness, but I sorta
became disinvolved.” So have a lot of us, lady. So have a
lot of us.
Let
me re-offer a confession. There are times I worry that I have
done you a disservice as your preacher….especially in my
preaching about grace. You know that I am “bullish” on
grace. You know I think that God’s mercy and love are going
to be there for you, whether you avail yourselves of them
early or late. You know of my belief that anybody who will go
to the cross for you will not let any barrier (including your
cussedness, your hardness of heart, or even your death) get in
the way of his desire to wait you out, track you down and
bring you home.
Nor
would I backtrack on any of that. But my fear is that you will
hear me preach such things (especially when I do so with
passion and eloquence) and will say: “No rush. No big deal.
I’ve got all the time in the world. And if I push the
envelope of Ritter’s sermons to the outer limit, maybe
I’ve got all the time in the next world, too.”
I
suppose you can test that out. But I hope you don’t. Not
because of the eternal consequences, but because of the
immediate ones. A sweet young girl (filled to the brim with
Jesus) dials my telephone and asks: “If you die tonight, do
you know where you will spend eternity?” And a part of me
wants to answer: “Sweetheart, I am prepared to leave
eternity in God’s hands, but if you’ve got anything that
will help me figure out tomorrow, I’m willing to listen. I
need all the help I can get right now.”
Let
me put it as bluntly as I can. This is my tenth year as your
pastor, I think I know you pretty well. And one of the things
I know about you is that you are as bullish on grace as I
am….. meaning that there are probably not more than ten of
you who have spent ten minutes in the last ten years worrying
about your fitness for eternity. You ask me all kinds of
questions. In fact, you’d be amazed at the range of
questions that you put before me. But I can’t recall more
than one or two of you ever inquiring about your prospects for
eternity. As a congregation, you’re a pretty confident lot.
So I am not likely to motivate you to make a present
commitment in order to secure a future reward. Which, given my
theology, I am not inclined to do anyway. But what I have
said….loud and clear….early and late….yesterday, today
and (as God gives me voice) most likely tomorrow….is that
the purpose of saying “Yes” to Jesus Christ today is for
the sake of today.
Think
about it this way. I didn’t marry my wife when I did, just
so I’d have somebody to grow old with, retire with, or rock
in the nursing home with. Kris wasn’t some kind of insurance
policy against the day when my bladder failed and my friends
baled. I married her because I believed that, whether I could
live one day longer without her, I didn’t want to….and
figured it was stupid to go on pretending otherwise.
So
there I stood at 3:00 on July 2, 1966 in a sanctuary eerily
reminiscent of this one. Right down front I stood….two
preachers before me….three friends beside me….an organ
swelling around me….goose bumps rising all over me….sweat
dripping….heart racing….hands shaking….five thousand to
the left of me….another five thousand to the right of
me….all of them standing….she walking….toward me (of all
people). And I
suddenly thought to myself: “Saints preserve us, this
isn’t just ‘hanging around’ with Tina Larson anymore.”
I
didn’t need to do that. At least, not right then. I probably
could have strung things out for a year or two. Maybe even
three.
Oh,
but I did need to do that. I really did. And, by the grace of
God, I was smart enough to know I did.
My
friends, I’ve gotta believe there are a lot of you in this
church who have been “hanging around with Jesus” for a
long time….occasionally touching the fringe of his
garment….listening to him speak from the relative safety of
a sycamore tree….or a church balcony….or even right down
front (maybe even in the choir), the better to fool your
friends and fake out your preacher. I have got to believe this
church is comfortably filled with the closet admirers of
Jesus.
All
of which would be all right, I guess, if Jesus wanted
admirers. Except I doubt he does. I think he’d rather have
some followers.
So
what are you going to do about Jesus?
I
think you need to decide sooner or later, today rather than
tomorrow, now rather than sometime….not because you may die
on your way home from church….but because you probably
won’t.
Note: Before reading the text from II Timothy, I explained that
there are some texts I have used, and there are other texts
that have used me. This is a text that has used me, ever since
I first heard Colin Morris preach it nearly thirty years ago.
I’ve probably visited it three or four times since. Look for
Morris’ treatment of it in the book Mankind, My Church.
As for the preacher and the stranger flying to San Diego,
credit Fred Craddock for that one.
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