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Let me begin by
asking you a question….a two-part question, really. When
your children cry out in the middle of the night and (in
comforting them) you say, "There, there now; don’t be
afraid, everything is going to be all right"….are you,
in that moment, an angel….and are you absolutely certain
that you are going to be able to make everything all right?
The world is full
of fearful things. Children know this and openly acknowledge
it. Adults know this, too, but have mastered the art of
repressing or bluffing their way through it. Franklin D.
Roosevelt was wrong. There are some things to fear besides
fear itself.
When you read the
nativity narratives in Matthew and Luke, doesn’t it seem as
if the angels are working overtime, rushing from this one to
that one, telling them, "Don’t be afraid." In
Matthew, the angel’s word comes only to Joseph. But, in
variant forms, it comes three times. In Luke, Zechariah (Mary’s
cousin’s husband) is the first who is told to "fear
not." Then Mary is told to "fear not." Finally,
a gaggle of shepherds on a hillside are told to "fear
not." Thank God for the angel. I mean, seriously, thank
God for the angel. Or by the time the Lord appears in the form
of a baby, labor and deliver will have everybody in a frenzy.
Childbirth is
frightening, no matter how many classes one takes. And this
child’s birth is additionally frightening in that nobody is
ready, even though an entire nation is expecting. The parents
aren’t married. The room’s not prepared. But "fear
not" says the angel. "Calm down…. mellow out….chill.
Things are happening in you (and among you), which do not
necessarily make sense to you, and may never make complete
sense to you (given that God’s ways are not necessarily your
ways). But let it be. Open your minds. Open your hearts. Have
a little faith." Which they did, don’t you know.
Everybody chilled. Everybody followed instructions. Everybody
went with the flow. And what flowed was love.
I’d have been
frightened if I were Mary. Tradition tells us that she was
very young. She, herself, tells the angel that she has never
been with a man. As I said last week, to live in her time and
walk the streets in her condition meant one of three things
could happen….none of them good. She could be shamed. She
could be shunned. Or she could be stoned. I am told that there
are teenage girls who, today, wear an unwed pregnancy as a
badge of honor (although I don’t personally know any). All I
know is that Mary would have worn it as a badge of disgrace….had
she not been told otherwise. Which is why she thanked the
angel. Who, you will notice, did not make her fearful
condition go away, but did suggest that there was more to Mary’s
pregnancy than meets the eye.
Ah, but some of
you are beginning to wonder where Harry Potter fits in all of
this. Doesn’t his name in my title constitute something of a
promise? Well, yes it does. And I am going to honor it.
Beginning now. But what could the linkage possibly be? Fear….that’s
what the linkage could be. But let me back up a bit, the
better to come at things head on.
Did I go to see Harry
Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone? Sure, I went to see it.
Did I enjoy it? Sure, I enjoyed it….although not as much as
I might have 50 years ago. Would I recommend you take your
children and grandchildren to see it? Sure, although if you
have a kid who still can’t go to sleep without a nightlight,
I’d read the book and wait for the video. Don’t I know
that some clergy say that stories with witchcraft in them
constitute an attack on religion, while (from the other side)
lawsuits have been filed in eight states, requiring
schoolteachers to stop reading Harry Potter in class because
the emphasis on magic constitutes an unconstitutional
endorsement of religion? Sure, I know that. Do I identify with
either side of that argument? No, I think that both border on
the ridiculous.
The Harry Potter
books are fiction. They are about a boy who doesn’t exist,
going to a school that doesn’t exist, the better to learn
about witches and wizards who do not exist, in order to subdue
a slew of enemies who do not exist. Children have read and
enjoyed such stories forever. Why? Because, at the level of
mystery and fantasy, they help children deal with a world that
does exist….and which, in its very real existence, does
contain challenges to be met, problems to be solved, slings
and arrows to be deflected, and (yes) evil to be overcome.
When all of this
begins, Harry Potter has reached the ripe old age of 11. A
little more bookish than brawny, he is not the kind of boy who
is going to beat the odds against him by beating up everybody
who bothers him….meaning that he is more smart than tough.
Which pretty much describes me at age 11….more smart than
tough, I mean. I was a boy who had to pedal my bicycle to
school every day with a violin case on my handlebars. Which
pretty much says it all.
I don’t need to
tell you Harry’s story. You can read (or see) it yourself.
It’s not long into the movie that we learn that Harry’s
parents are dead….killed by a giant wizard named Voldemort….
who, sometime previous, crossed over from the good side to the
dark side (this sounds religious already). Voldemort almost
got Harry when he got his folks, which explains why Harry has
a lightning-bolt-shaped scar on his forehead. And we know that
Voldemort will not rest until Harry, too, is dead. It will
take us seven books….and, presumably, seven movies….to see
how all this comes out. Although if you have any loose change
laying around, I wouldn’t call up your bookie and bet on
Voldemort.
Given Harry’s
birth to parents who were wizards, coupled with his narrow
escape from murder as a child, the wizard world has been
waiting for him for a long time. In fact, this first movie
could be called "Harry’s Coming Out Party." In one
of the most enchanting scenes (which comes early, so don’t
dawdle in the popcorn line), thousands of invitations,
delivered by owls, flood the home where Harry lives,
suggesting it is now time to become who Harry is….by leaving
where he lives and taking up residence at the Hogwarts School
of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
And why wouldn’t
Harry want to leave home, given that he is being raised by a
grotesque and demonic aunt and uncle who make him sleep in the
closet and who do not give him a fraction of the food that is
consumed by his cousin, Dudley (a boy who is every bit as fat
as Harry is skinny, and every bit as stupid as Harry is
smart). As schools go, Hogwarts is a fairly nice place. If
Albion ever releases me, I wouldn’t mind being on their
Board of Trustees. Teachers are strict. Lessons are tough. But
occasionally, everybody gets together in the Great Hall for a
great feast. In fact, "Harry had never seen so many
things he liked to eat on one table: roast beef, roast
chicken, pork chops and lamb chops, sausages, bacon and steak,
boiled potatoes, roast potatoes, fries, Yorkshire pudding,
peas, carrots, gravy, ketchup, and for some strange reason,
peppermint humbugs." Obviously, this is not a school for
people who are addicted to tofu.
What’s more,
there are girls there. One of them likes Harry. And, if you
can believe it, some of them play on Harry’s quiddich team….quiddich
being a slightly savage game that resembles professional
hockey, except that it is played by people who can fly. And
there are challenges. Boy, are there challenges. But Harry
always tries to do right. And right usually wins….in time….
sometimes, barely in the nick of time. But the bad guys merely
retreat, rather than disappear. And every reader knows they
will be back. For as evil goes, there will be more.
This is so
familiar. Children’s literature is filled with stories of
wicked stepmothers, bad parents, hostile siblings, dark
forests, gigantic enemies….complete with lessons to learn,
trials to overcome and courage to summon. By the time any
child is 11 (and usually long before), he or she knows that
the world is not always a safe place….and (sadly) that home
is not always a safe base. How else do you explain the
popularity, a few years back, of those ridiculous Home
Alone movies? The first one was the best one. But that isn’t
saying much. You remember the premise. Everybody in the family
flies off, accidentally leaving a pre-adolescent boy behind.
In the midst of gorging himself on everything in the
refrigerator, he is left to fight both bad feelings and bad
guys. He is beset by demons within ("They left me")….and
demons without ("They’re out to get me"). And kids
flocked to see it.
That’s because
the world is a frightening place, even when there’s food for
you, clothes for you, a warm house for you, and a pair of
loving parents for you. So, when you’re a kid, how do you
deal with all that frightening stuff? Well, you read about it
from a safe distance, trusting that the fantasy on the page
will help you face the reality of your life. For if Harry and
his friends make it….notice Harry is not alone….you might
just make it, too.
Don’t get me
wrong. These are not Christian stories. But I remember G. K.
Chesterton’s observation that his own journey to Christian
faith began with his childhood absorption in fairy tales. For
from fairy tales he learned that "while the world is a
wild and startling place, it is also precious and coherent,
full of unseen connections and decisive truths." And what
does Chesterton mean by "unseen connections"? He
means that in the midst of all that scares and startles us (in
the dark….in the night….under the bed….in the closet….in
the forest), we are never home alone. Rather, we are
linked to forces that will sustain us and love that will see
us through. "Fear not," says the angel. Not because
darkness is fading. Not because bad guys are falling. Not
because danger is disappearing. Not because hard times are
receding. And certainly not because evil empires are
unraveling. But because someone is coming.
Unfortunately,
life did not become noticeably easier after Jesus came. Every
time I read the gospel of Matthew, it strikes me that the
angel’s next word to Joseph, once the kings left the stable,
was: "Get out of town. Take the baby and run. Hot foot it
to Egypt. Go now. Go fast." No, life did not become
easier in the wake of Jesus’ coming, but it did become less
solitary. Christmas comes, leaving behind its "decisive
truth," that even if "home" for you be
unsettled.…that even if "home" be insecure….the
"alone" part need never worry you again. God has
come in Jesus Christ to companion your journey, perilous and
dangerous though it may be.
Any more, it seems
like everywhere I turn, religious types are inviting me to
enhance my spiritual journey by walking the labyrinth.
Sometimes laid out on the floor of a gymnasium…. other
times, painted on the surface of an asphalt parking lot….or
(ideally) sculpted in a grassy glade, complete with hedgerows
for trail markers….the labyrinth has, for centuries, invited
seekers to walk in circles (quietly, meditatively), drawing
ever inward and closer to the heart of whatever….God, the
soul, the truth, the matter, etc. And for some who walk it,
wonderful things happen. To the mind. To the spirit.
Occasionally, some would say, to the body (in the form of
deepened breathing, slower pulse, looser muscles, metabolic
peace). The fact that it does not work for me….or on me….is
not an indictment of its effectiveness as a resource God can
use.
It does, however,
call to mind a game I once loved as a child. Believe it or
not, I found it Friday at the Doll Hospital and Toy Soldier
Shop in Berkley. It cost me all of $14.95 (which was its price
25 years ago). But don’t go looking, given that I bought the
only one they had. Also called "Labyrinth," it
invites you move a steel ball across a movable surface from
start to finish. One does this by tilting the surface rather
than pushing the ball. Alas, there are holes through which the
ball can fall….45 of them. And nobody, initially, has the
dexterity to avoid or steer around them. That, my friend, is
the labyrinth I know best. For that is the labyrinth I have
lived….and continue to live. In the great journey of my
life, holes abound. Some of them big enough to swallow my
ball. Others of them, big enough to swallow me.
To be sure, over
time I become quicker of hand, sharper of eye, keener of mind,
and stronger of heart. I steer better. I move faster. But I
still wonder why God isn’t more like a celestial road
commissioner, filling the holes in my path before I cross
them. Instead, what I hear God saying, over and over again,
is: "Fear not, I am with you."
* * * * *
Oh, but we’ve
got a question dangling out there in mid-air, don’t we?
When your
children cry out in the middle of the night and, in rushing
to comfort them, you say: "There, there now, don’t be
afraid, everything is going to be all right"….are you
(in that moment) an angel, and are you absolutely certain
that you will be able to make everything all right?
My answers:
Yes, you are an
angel.
No, you bring no guarantees.
But at that moment….to
that child….your presence is enough. You might just as well
be God. And I rather suppose you are.
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