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A cherished
colleague writes:
I went to see
a lady in our church who was facing surgery. She had never
been in the hospital before, and the surgery was major. I
walked in there. She was a nervous wreck. Then she started
crying. She wanted me to pray with her, which I did. By
her bed was a stack of books and magazines: True Love,
Mirror, Hollywood Today, stuff about Elizabeth
Taylor, Madonna, Britney Spears, folk like that. She had a
stack of them there and she was a wreck. Which was when it
occurred to me: "There’s not a calorie in that
whole stack to help her through her experience. She has no
place to dip down into a reservoir and come up with
something….a word, a phrase, a thought, an idea, a
memory, a person. Just empty."
How marvelous
is the life of the person who, like a wise homemaker, when
the berries and fruits and vegetables are ripe, puts them
away in jars and stores them in the cellar. Then when the
ground is icy and barren and nothing seems alive, she goes
down into the cellar and, in a matter of moments, it’s
July and August at her family’s table. How blessed is
that person.
I do not know what
kinds of reading material you would take to the hospital to
see you through surgery and its aftermath. Nor will I make
judgments from here on out. So if you want to read salacious
confessions, pulp fiction, or even prurient pornography, I’ll
not comment. Nor will I expect to see bedside tables loaded
with copies of War and Peace, The Prayers of Peter
Marshall or Jaroslav Pelican’s five-volume series on The
History of Christian Doctrine. Read what you want to
read. Just don’t expect nourishment from escapist fare,
given that nobody ever equated fast food with soul food….eaten
or read.
Nor do I know what
you have stored away against life’s icy blasts. When I was a
boy, my mother’s best domestic skill was her ability to put
up fruits and vegetables in mason jars and store them in the
fruit cellar. Since my father was diabetic, there were fruits
canned in water as well as fruits canned in heavy syrup.
Peaches and pears, inevitably. Applesauce, automatically.
Cherries, customarily. Tomatoes, occasionally. And every now
and then, a few jars of beans (yellow, green, whatever). My
mother’s unspoken motto was: "When harvest comes, we
eat what we can. And what we can’t, we can."
My mother didn’t
grow any of the food she canned. But her mother did. Which
only suggests that certain skills are squandered in stages.
Today, I live with a woman who is a better cook than either my
mother or my mother’s mother. Yet we have no fruit cellar,
no mason jars, and nothing preserved against the icy blasts of
winter….unless (of course) it’s already nestled in the icy
blasts of the freezer.
I don’t know if
any of you "put things up" anymore. Judging from the
number of mason jars we get at the rummage sale, I suspect
those of you who did once, don’t now. I don’t even get the
little jars of homemade preserves like I used to….although
Lindsay Hinz and Cathy Chartier (a couple of our youngish
mothers) still reward this preacher with amazing things at
Christmas time, while Dick Dills bottles a homemade salsa that
is to die for. By the way, if anybody sees Dick, tell him I’m
out.
As for nuts, I’d
rather eat them than put up with them. But I certainly wouldn’t
bury them. Although I know squirrels that do. I’ve always
wondered how squirrels remembered, until I saw that wonderful
commercial on television. If I am getting it right, it shows
the inside of a squirrel’s home, deep in some tree. All over
the walls are little yellow post-it notes, each one with a
reminder:
To the right of
the rose bush.
Six inches under
the downspout.
By the northwest
corner of the garage.
All around the
perimeter of the compost pile.
And what is the
advertiser selling? Post-it notes, of course. Even the animal
kingdom needs them.
But back to more
serious matters. Winter is coming. Outside. Maybe in. So what
are you doing about it? Probably not much. The way today’s
houses are built, there’s no need to change the windows
anymore. And the way today’s cars are built, there’s no
need to change the cooling systems anymore. And how many of
you are still storing chains in your garage? Or studded tires?
In a land which
seldom sees winter quite as we see winter, Jesus talked about
what to "lay up" and what not to. "Treasures in
heaven," he favored. "Treasures on earth," he
frowned on. Reading that text any number of times, I always
figured I knew what the "treasures on earth" were.
But I remain less certain about their heavenly counterparts.
But a quick slice
of biblical history offers illumination. Concerning
"treasures on earth," Jesus isn’t urging a spartan
lifestyle. Neither is he saying that we should buy stuff that
is shoddy rather than solid. Cheap is cheap. Flimsy is flimsy.
Don’t go there. Stick with stuff that will last. But do not
assume that even the durable stuff….the good stuff….will
last eternally or satisfy completely. It won’t. So don’t
put your hopes in it. And don’t bet your future on it.
So what kind of
stuff might that be, Jesus? "Well, I’ll give you three
clues," he said. Then he talked about stuff that
"moth might consume, rust might corrupt, or thieves might
break through and steal."
The
"moth" part is easy. What do moths consume? Clothes.
That’s what moths consume. And, with a special nod to the
Middle East, fine carpets (Persians and Orientals).
The
"rust" part is less easy. Literally, it means
"that which can be eroded away" (like fenders on
Michigan highways). But in Jesus’ day, it probably meant
"rot" more than it meant "rust" (as in
grain that could spoil, or corn that could be eaten by rats).
And as concerns
"in-breaking thieves," one needs only remember that
Palestinian houses were made of hard baked clay, meaning that
anybody with a pick, a shovel, and an underdeveloped
conscience could break through to anything you owned and make
it his own.
"So what
about treasures in heaven, Jesus….the ones you said we
should store?" Well, that’s not so clear. But the
scholars can help us here. To a good Jew, the phrase
"treasure in heaven" would have meant two things.
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Acts of
kindness (particularly those shown to the less
fortunate).
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The
development of sound character.
I suppose one
could scan other words of Jesus, the better to lengthen the
list. But here, in the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus is offering
Torah commentary. He is speaking to Jews…. reinterpreting
their history….fleshing out a deeper understanding of their
Law. So, at this point, I think it fair to equate
"treasures in heaven" with kindness and character.
These things will sustain you, said Jesus. These things will
speak volumes about you. These things will see you through.
I suppose they are
also a starting point for the church. I am under no illusions
about what brings people to a place like this. A lot of people
who come here haven’t made up their mind about doctrine….haven’t
made up their mind about sacraments….and haven’t made up
their mind about what Bonhoeffer once called "the cost of
discipleship" and whether they are willing to pay it. Yet
they say: "In return for our showing up, teach us virtues
of a kind that the world doesn’t value. Then teach us
character that the world is inevitably going to test."
And we can start
there. The fact of the matter is, we can start anywhere.
Because it will only be a matter of time before those same
people start saying to us:
Help us store
something in the cellar of our souls so that, when the icy
blasts come, we will not have to rush out at two in the
morning in search of a 24-hour faith store, but will know
that the shelves which lie within have been well stocked
with words, songs, memories, stories, people and promises
which will not spoil….and which, when other wells are
dry and other bins are empty, will sustain.
I think that’s
why a lot of you come here….return here….find your way
back here after drifting away….and want your kids to partake
of the fare that is being served up here….hoping that you
(and they) will absorb something that will empower, even if it
lacks the ability to inoculate. Life is tough. And nothing we
do can soften it. But much that we do can strengthen you to
tackle it.
But you need to
stay with it. Constancy counts for more than you think it
does. Learning our stuff….living our stuff….it’s a way
of life (not a quick fix). Which is a good thing to remember
on the Sunday when everything here starts up again. Is it
always easy? No. Is it always fun? No. Is it always clear that
lessons are being learned….lives are being changed….hearts
are being touched….consciences are being formed….shelves
are being stocked….and tracks are being laid down….so that
you can know for certain that this Christian formation
business is working? No. It may take awhile. Sure, the proof
will be in the pudding. But not every pudding flavors up
early. Some are only tastable over time.
As I once pointed
out in a sermon, Jesus blew off his parents at age 12 by
remarking that he needed to be where his Father wanted him to
be more than where his parents wanted him to be….expected he
would be….and probably told him he had darned well better be
(if he knew what was good for him). But it wasn’t until 18
years later that Jesus surfaced from the waters of baptism,
dried the droplets from his ears, and said: "Ready, now.
Willing, now. Able, now." So what was he doing for those
18 years? Darned if I know. And I doubt that you do, either.
The one clue I have….the only clue I have….is that four
times in the recounting of his all-too-short ministry, we read
that "he went to the synagogue….as was his
custom." So when your kid looks up from Sunday morning
cartoons and in that "smart-mouth kind of way" says,
"Did Jesus go to church?", I think you can feel more
than a little confident in saying: "Yes."
This summer I
listened to two wonderful young men, Jeremy Africa and Taek
Kim, talk about their journeys toward ministry. I heard them
talk about their ancestors in the faith….grandparents and
parents who said: "This is who we are. This is what we
do. This is where we go on Sundays. This is why we go there
instead of someplace else. We’re always interested in what
you think, son. But for the time being (as far as this subject
is concerned), you need to know that what we think counts for
a little bit more than what you think." In fact, I heard
Jeremy admit that, for a couple of years, the only thing he
really knew about church was which pew was the most
comfortable to sleep in. But those days were far from wasted
in his development. Stuff was happening. Shelves were being
stocked. Tracks were being laid.
The other day I
received the following e-mail.
Hey, Rev.
Ritter, it’s Stephanie. I know it has been quite some
time since we have spoken, but I have just recently felt
the call to become a minister. Quite frankly, I don’t
know much about what I have to do in order to become
ordained, other than going to seminary. Do you have any
advice on what I should do? I look up to you and respect
you in so many ways you don’t even realize, and your
opinion on this subject matters to me a great deal. Please
e-mail me back any information you have to offer.
What’s
fascinating about that is when I last served as her pastor,
Stephanie was six years old.
For the sake of
the Lord….and for the sake of the Lord’s work….I hope
that a few of you who are sitting (or sleeping) in the pew are
storing up sustenance against the frosty winter of ministry.
But I suspect that every one of you is, consciously or
unconsciously, storing up sustenance against the icy blasts of
life itself.
My friend was
called back to Oklahoma by a voice on the telephone that didn’t
feel a need to identify itself. All the caller said….or felt
she needed to say….was: "Ray died." But let him
finish the story:
Ray was a
friend of mine in a church where I had served, even though
it had been years and years ago. She wanted me to come for
the funeral….said that Ray had wanted me to come for the
funeral….so I said I would. And I did.
On the day of
the funeral, I talked to Mary and the others. We went from
church to graveyard and then back again. The women of the
church had spread a nice meal. We sat around and talked
until the peripheral people began to drift away, and it
was only family. Which included Kathryn. She was the
oldest daughter. When I served that church, she was 13
years old. I remember her as the worst 13 year old I had
ever seen. I mean, she was noisy, in and out, up and down,
never staying in the room, never paying attention, always
pushing, shoving and breaking things. When I left there, I
said: "If there’s one person that hasn’t heard a
thing I’ve said in the time I was here, it would be
Kathryn."
Today, she is
an executive with the telephone company and has premature
gray sprinkled in her hair. We were sitting at the table
and I said: "I’m sorry it’s such a tough
time." She and her dad were real close.
She said:
"It is tough. When Mother called and said that Dad
had died, I was scrambling for something. Then I
remembered a sermon you had preached on the meaning of the
Lord’s Supper."
I said:
"You’re kidding, Kathryn," and then settled
back as she continued her recollection of what I had said,
almost word for word, ever so many years ago.
Who knows? Who
knows?
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