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It could
be said that this sermon began seven weeks ago at 11:30 a.m.
on a Sunday morning, when Will Willimon stepped into God's
pulpit in Duke Chapel and said:
Not
long ago, I was involved in a meeting concerning racial
problems here in Durham. The meeting was overly long and
rather depressing. It was difficult to find a common theme
other than that we had racial problems and no one knew exactly
what to do about them. On the way out of the meeting, a
man (who had been a life-long activist in the civil rights
movement) said to me: "It kinda makes you long for
the sixties, doesn't it?" So I asked him what he meant.
Whereupon he continued: "Back in the sixties, we knew
exactly what we needed to do. We had clear goals. We needed
to open the lunch counters, integrate the buses, and pass
a major act of civil rights legislation. We could organize
accordingly and proceed toward our goals. Upon achieving
them, we could celebrate and feel good. But today, the problems
are more subtle ... the conflicts far deeper ... and we
have no clear picture of what we need to do or where we
need to start. We just feel overwhelmed."
Or perhaps
this sermon began, not seven weeks ago, but 33 years ago,
on an October Monday evening that had nothing whatsoever to
do with civil rights or sermon writing, but baseball. Indulge
me as I tell you a story that is almost as long as it is personal.
I was
then, as I remain now, a baseball fan. But I was a relatively
poor baseball fan, lacking money or connections to buy tickets.
World Series tickets, I mean. For we won the pennant in '68
... were preparing to play the Cardinals in '68 ... .and I
desperately wanted to see at least one of the games to be
played in Detroit.
The cheap
seats (to the degree that there were going to be any cheap
seats) were set to go on sale at 9:00 Tuesday morning at the
Tiger Stadium ticket window ... the same Tuesday that the
Series was to open in St. Louis. But I knew that if I appeared
at 9:00 on Tuesday morning, I wouldn't have a snowball's chance
in a barbecue pit of buying any tickets. So even though I
equate waiting in lines with inserting bamboo shoots under
my fingernails, I asked Kris to drive me down to the corner
of Michigan and Trumbull the night before (after assuring
myself that she would make no comments, snide or otherwise,
about my sanity).
So drive
me, she did ... even making me a sandwich (in case I got hungry)
and suggesting I take a lawn chair (in case I got sleepy).
Then she ditched me along about 10:30 p.m. The line was already
three blocks long. So I hiked (dragging my chair behind me)
south on Trumbull toward Fort Street, just past where the
old Holiday Inn used to be.
For most
of the night, I had a wonderful time. People were in a festive
mood. I talked with strangers of all ages, sizes, colors and
occupations. We swapped stories. We talked baseball. We even
spun a bit of philosophy. Everybody honored everybody else's
place in line, enabling us to range a block or two in either
direction and meet others. We even took turns walking to the
restaurant, carrying back as many cups of coffee as two hands
and a cardboard container could balance. It was wonderful
camaraderie and comfortable community.
About
3:00 in the morning, as it began to get quite chilly, a couple
of policemen suggested building a fire. So we gathered some
orange crates from an adjacent alley, and darned if the policemen
didn't bring over some of those yellow wooden street barricades
and say: "Here, let's burn these." So we did. And
we managed to keep the fire going for a couple of hours.
As it
turned out, the fire attracted other folks who were also looking
to get warm. Among them were several young fellows who, when
they weren't standing at Tiger Stadium, were studying to be
priests at Sacred Heart Seminary. And wouldn't you know it,
one of them had a guitar. So he began to play. And we began
to sing. All of us. Me and the priests ... the policemen ...
and the Polish grandmothers ... along with the long hairs
and the short hairs ... the black folk and the white folk
... the computer programmers and the fork lift operators.
I found myself saying over and over again: "How sweet
this is. Why, it doesn't get any better than this. We are
living out a small scale slice of the Kingdom, here."
Until
6:00 in the morning, that is. That's when it all came crashing
down. In an instant, the best of nights became the beast of
nights. What happened? Well, I'll tell you what happened.
With the dawn's early light, new arrivals on the scene looked
at the crowd and quickly ascertained that if they took their
place at the back of the line, there wouldn't be any tickets
by the time they got to the front of the line. So they began
cutting in. Suddenly everybody in line became suspicious ...
then anxious. Whereupon anxiety quickly turned to self-preservation
("me ... mine ... and to hell with everybody else").
Forward we surged ... .en masse ... three and a half blocks
toward the stadium gates. Pushing and shoving. Shouting and
cursing. Until we were so wedged together that we could barely
move.
To this
day, I don't know what became of my lawn chair. But I remember
thinking: "This is going to be the longest three hours
of my life." Which it was. But I stayed. And I got my
tickets. Given my solid frame, I managed to avoid being crushed
in body. But given my fragile idealism, there was no way to
avoid being crushed in spirit.
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There
are a lot of things you could do with a story like that. But
few of them interest me here. Administratively, you could
use it as the starting point for a discussion on urban crowd
control. And philosophically, you could use it to differentiate
between "community' when there is plenty to go around,
and "community" when there isn't.
But I
used a strange little phrase a few moments ago when I talked
about "a slice of the Kingdom" ... suggesting that
such was what I experienced in the wee, small hours of that
morning before we became individually anxious and collectively
ugly.
And if
I want to call those predawn moments a "slice of the
Kingdom," I am entitled. Because many of the biblical
writers ... who don't know that much more about the "when"
and "where" of the Kingdom than I do ... also use
slice-of-life Kingdom images drawn out of their experiences.
Many of which are ordinary ... like banquets ... wedding receptions
... baking bread in the kitchen and throwing in little yeast
... plowing furrows in the field and happening on a precious
pearl. I mean, if the Kingdom can be described in that kind
of terminology, who is to say I can't associate it with standing
in line to buy World Series tickets in the city of Detroit?
For what is the bottom line of any "Kingdom image,"
if not a description of how things are going to look when
they are as God intends them, as opposed to how they look
when we take them into our own hands and screw them up royally?
Moments
ago, I read you one of my favorite Kingdom images ... although
you won't find it labeled as such (seeing as how it comes
from the Old Testament). I am talking about Micah's vision
of the Lord's temple as a high mountain ... up which all kinds
of people are streaming ... from all kinds of directions....wearing
all kinds of clothes ... speaking all kinds of languages ...
singing all kinds of songs ... because they want to, not because
they are forced to. And to the degree that they are taking
counsel from the Lord, they are learning how to co-exist with
one another ... .no longer finding a need to kill one another
... even discovering fresh reasons to dismantle the weapons
they had previously used against one another.
It's a
beautiful image. I suppose it speaks to me because it recalls
the days in which I walked for this or marched for that. Because
I believed it was both goodly and godly, don't you see. But
that was before things got ugly, of course ... when bullhorns
(followed by bullets) replaced ballads ... which was (for
some of us) the day the music died. And when I hear snatches
of Martin Luther King's "I Have a Dream" speech,
that's what I recall. For it was a time when I was so clear
about what needed to be done and so certain about my willingness
to do it. "Civil rights" was a cause we believed
in. It was also a cause we worked for.
Did we
do any good? Well, it depends on who you talk to. Progress
(in the arena of race relations) tends to be measured anecdotally
rather than sociologically. Which means that you can point
to all kinds of victories. But if they always turn out to
be someone else's victories rather than your victories, you
either end up not seeing them, or only half believing them.
It would appear to me that more people have more rights than
they had in the sixties. But it also occurs to me that Dr.
King's speech was not solely about rights, but also about
relationships. And I would be hard pressed to say that relationships
between the races are all that much closer than they used
to be.
To be
sure, the "big issues" keep changing. People tell
me that it's not about buses and lunch counters ... or even
voting rights ... anymore (although you may have a hard time
convincing some folk in south Florida that it's not about
voting rights anymore). And in a strange way, it may still
be about buses ... at least in an area like metropolitan Detroit.
I am not talking about who sits where on the bus, but whether
anyone can get a bus. Because unless there are buses that
go to the locales where the jobs are, what does it matter
if you can sit in all the seats (rather than just the back
seats)? Because if the buses aren't going anywhere, chances
are that you aren't going anywhere either. Which is why people
whose opinions I trust keep telling me that urban mass transportation
may well be Detroit's number one civil rights issue.
None of
this is my arena, of course. The church is my arena. And some
very good things have happened in the 30-plus years since
the death of Dr. King. Of my last seven superintendents (since
Dr. King died), four have been African-Americans. The same
is true for two of my last four bishops. What's more, I have
many more black ministerial colleagues than ever before. But
30 years ago, when there were fewer, I knew them better. Which
brings me full circle to the "relationship thing,"
don't you see. Over the last 30 years, it has been a whole
lot easier to open doors than close ranks.
But I
have come to realize that my life is diminished by the relationships
I do not have. And I have also come to realize that the relationships
I want are going to ask a lot more of me than simply being
open to the idea of entertaining them. Meaning that I need
to put myself out a little more. There is a bestseller I haven't
read, but its title screams at me every time I enter the bookstore.
I think it's called Getting the Love You Want. Which
I assume is a strategy for marriages, families and romantic
relationships that are filled with unmet needs and unanswered
questions. And I further assume that the book suggests that
you get aggressive about your needs, telling people exactly
what it is that you are wanting but not getting. I would be
incredibly surprised if the book counseled anyone to suffer
in silence. I am willing to bet it advances the premise: "You
want it? Go get it."
Well,
I have come to realize that, in the arena of race relations,
I have some unmet needs.
- I need
a few more friends who do not look like me.
- I need
conversations with people who do not necessarily think like
me.
- I need
to invest myself in an occasional project, the results of
which will not necessarily benefit me.
- I
need to join and financially support at least one organization
where civil rights is still the primary (and perhaps, only)
agenda ... and could benefit by some help from me.
- I need
to study the Bible with some folks whose racial and cultural
background is sufficiently different from mine, so that
I will experience the text differently as a result of the
stories they tell me.
- I need
to cultivate leaders of color for this congregation so that
you will grow an awareness alongside of me.
- And
I need to figure out why so many of the younger clergy in
our denomination care so little about this agenda, so that
the dreams of the sixties will not die with me.
I do not
know what a similar agenda might look like for you. But I
urge you to consider one. Selfishly so. Let it grow out of
your own calling ... in response to your own conscience ...
in order to address your own impoverishment.
Which
brings me to my other text. You never thought I'd get there,
did you? For the fourth time in the eight years I've been
with you, we're back in Matthew 25. Yes, it's the "sheep
and goats thing." There's a lot not to like here. I'm
talking about the judgment thing ... the separation thing
(sheep - right, goats - left) ... .and especially the eternal
damnation thing ("Bye-bye goats. Sorry we won't be seeing
you around anymore"). Don't much like it. Can't quite
square it with the rest of the gospel. But I don't dodge it.
And I do wrestle with it.
But I
would point out two things about the text. First, it isn't
"right doctrine" that gets you in the right line.
Nobody's in the "sheep line" because they can explain
the trinity, pick the right atonement theory out of the five
that have passed down since the Middle Ages, or can defend
the virginity (or, harder yet, the perpetual virginity) of
Mary to would-be cultured despisers. No, the people in the
right line ... the sheep line ... the quick and easy, 12 items
or less, no paperwork required, step right up and pass right
through line ... are there because of positive actions taken
vis-à-vis the neighbor. That's the only reason they're
there.
And the
second thing? The most surprising thing? The people in the
"sheep line" don't have a clue as to what they did
right (so as to enable them to go right). In fact, they ask:
"When did we do all that wonderful stuff, Lord?"
They don't have a clue.
So why
do you think that is ... that they don't have a clue, I mean?
Is it
because they are stupid?
No.
Is
it because they are humble?
No.
I think
it's something else. They don't have a clue as to when they
did all those wonderful, loving, compassionate and neighborly
things for Jesus, because (over the last several years of
their lives) doing them had pretty much become second nature.
Note: The
image of various nations streaming up the mountain of the Lord
is not only found in the fourth chapter of Micah, but the second
chapter of Isaiah. The language is virtually identical. To both
writers, it has been passed down as an "oracle," meaning
that it may not originate with either of them. Whatever be the
case, both Micah and Isaiah see the oracle as a harbinger of
hope and a paradigm of great promise.
As concerns
the utter rejection of the goats in Matthew 25 ("and
they will go away into eternal punishment"), I have dealt
with this issue in other sermons and did not feel the need
to return to it here.
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