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Introductory
Note:
This sermon
was preached in various lengths on Sunday, December 5. Worshipers
attending the 8:15 service heard the sermon in its entirety.
Worshipers attending at 9:15 and 11:00 heard a shortened version,
following the choral performance of A Christmas Oratorio
by Camille Saint-Saens.
In whatever
length it was first heard, the sermon owes a debt of gratitude
to Barbara Brown Taylor and her treatment of John the Baptist
in an incredible book, God in Pain.
The
Sermon:
I am not
a lectionary preacher, meaning that I do not follow a list
of pre-assigned texts, Sunday by Sunday. Instead, I choose
and preach my own. But I am cognizant of what the lectionary
says, and why the lectionary says it. Which is why very few
congregations ever get to Bethlehem without passing through
the land (or should we say "the waters") of John
the Baptist. Because the lectionary requires it, don't you
see?
To be
sure, John and Jesus don't "gather at the river"
until both are grown men. But wiser heads than mine have decreed
that while Bethlehem was the beginning of Jesus' life, the
River Jordan was the beginning of Jesus' ministry. So if we
are going to await him in Advent ... and receive him at Christmas
... perhaps we had better prepare our hearts to receive all
of him, meaning who he was early, and who he was late. And
who better to deliver the "get ready" speech than
John the Baptist, even if it be 30 years out of sequence?
You and
I have spoken of John before. That's because every three years
or so, I tell myself: "If the lectionary demands it,
I ought to preach it." But it's never easy. Because John
is never easy. Preaching John the Baptist at Christmastime
is not like sliding a hot knife through butter. No, preaching
John at Christmastime is like dragging fingernails across
a chalkboard, or forcing a reluctant patient to take a huge
pill without first dissolving it in applesauce.
A colleague
writes: "To me, John the Baptist has always seemed like
the Doberman pinscher of the Gospel." In the lectionary,
John always appears right before Christmas, when no one's
defenses are up. Here we are, trying to get to Bethlehem ...
not hurrying ... but maintaining a steady pace. Yet while
still separated from the stable by several blocks ... several
dark blocks ... we hear this "GRRROW-ROW-ROWL."
And notice that a big old dog with a spiky collar has got
us by the ankle. "Repent," the big dog says, "for
the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand." And before he lets
go of our leg, our heads are pounding with images of "vipers,
axes and unquenchable fire." When all we wanted was to
get to the church in time to sing "O Holy Night."
Yet there
is no getting around John. Every gospel writer introduces
Jesus by introducing John. Which means that this Doberman
is (in some way or another) God's idea ... and that this messenger
may also be (in some way or another) God's idea. John is like
the guard dog who tests all who think they want to take the
plunge by growling: "Are you ready to take the plunge?"
By "ready,"
John means "repentant." That's John's business.
Repentance! Begging us to change our ways in preparation for
an audience with God ... and willing to scare us half to death
(if that's what it will take) to wake us up and see that we
are sleepwalking through our lives, confusing our ways with
God's ways, while accumulating sin like an empty house accumulates
dust. And, to the degree that we are willing, John says: "I'll
hose you down." Meaning that if we come out of our comas
long enough to see what is wrong ... and say so out loud ...
then John will wash it all away.
The way
most of us were taught it, repentance means owning up to how
rotten we are, and saying out loud (if only in the shower)
that we are selfish, sinful, deeply defective human beings
who grieve the heart of God ... and that we are very, very
sorry about it.
But then
Jesus comes along ... in response to the same message (and
the same messenger) ... and says: "Baptize me."
To which John says: "Well, I never ... I mean, I can't
... I mean, isn't this somehow backwards? ... I shouldn't
be baptizing you ... You should be baptizing me."
I mean,
John was so sure ... then. So certain ... then. So clear about
who Jesus was ... then. "I am not even fit to shine your
shoes ... or lace them up," John said to Jesus ... then.
Did you ever have your shoes shined at the airport? There
you sit in that big, elevated chair (way up high) ... so that
down below, someone can go to work with brush and cloth, wax
and paste. While you are up there, reading or sleeping, somebody
is removing the crud through which you have walked, while
shining the leather so that when you look at the ground, you
can see your face.
I don't
know about you, but I never have my shoes shined at the airport.
I can't place myself in one of those seats so that the shiner
can do his thing. I can take my shoes off and hand them to
somebody for shining. But I can't sit there, towering above
them while they do it.
So John
is saying to Jesus: "I am not worthy to shine your shoes,
yet you come to me for baptism." To which Jesus says,
in effect: "Just do it." That's how sure John was
then. About Jesus, I mean.
But then
is not now ... at least the "now" of Matthew 11.
Months have passed. We are nowhere near a river. John is in
jail. And he sends "his people" to see Jesus. I
bet you didn't know John had "people." But he did.
Even then, John was a big deal. John's people come to Jesus
with a question: "Are you the one who is to come, or
should we wait for somebody else?"
What's
going on here? Where is the old John ... the early John ...
the convinced and utterly certain John ... who was there at
the riverside saying: "I know who you are." Why
is John asking such a thing? Has his memory failed? Or did
somebody get to John? Sure, something got to John. But it
was not an individual. It was life. Which is what gets to
us all from time to time.
John is
in jail, remember. Put there by Herod. Not for preaching on
street corners without a license. Not for entering rivers
without showering. John is in jail for disapproving of Herod's
marriage to his brother's wife ... whose daughter will soon
ask for John's head on a platter (a silver platter) and get
it. But if God's Kingdom really was around the corner ...
and if Jesus really was the one to launch it (as John told
everybody he would be) ... why was he (John) in hotter water
now than the water into which he pushed Jesus, just months
earlier?
After
all, the Messiah was supposed to change things. He was supposed
to burn all the human trash of the world. He was supposed
to take an ax to the dead wood of the world. He was supposed
to take a gleaming pitchfork and separate the wheat from the
chaff in the world. And he was supposed to clean the world
up, so that men like Herod were no longer in power and men
like John were no longer in prison. But he hadn't. And, perhaps,
couldn't.
In a moving
and brooding book (The Last Temptation of Christ),
Nikos Kazantzakis paints a picture of Jesus and John that
is hard to forget. They are sitting high above the Jordan,
where they have been arguing (all night) about what to do
with the world. John's face is hard, and (from time to time)
his arms go up and down as if he were actually chopping something.
Jesus' face (by contrast) is tame and hesitant ... eyes full
of compassion.
"Isn't
love enough?" he asks John.
"No,"
John answers angrily. "The tree is rotten. God called
me and gave me the ax, which I placed at the roots of the
tree. Having done my duty, I now ask that you do yours. Take
the ax and strike."
To which
Jesus responds: "If I were fire, I would burn. If I were
a woodcutter, I would strike. But I am a heart, and so I love."
Had such
a conversation actually occurred, I am not certain how John
might have taken it. Or how you might take it. For there are
latter-day Baptists among us ... even now ... who once numbered
ourselves among the certain, but now number ourselves among
the disillusioned. Why? Because life has ground us down, that's
why. And the deliverer didn't deliver ... at least with the
immediacy of the tooth fairy. I mean, when life kicks us in
the teeth, she shows up with a quarter. That very night.
I don't
know where life may be defeating you this Advent. I don't
know how Jesus may be disappointing you this Advent. But I
would suggest to you ... this Advent ... that any disillusionment
you feel may not necessarily be a bad thing. For what is disillusionment
if not, literally, the loss of an illusion? And, in the long
run, it is never a bad thing to lose the lies we have mistaken
for the truth.
Did
Jesus fail to come when you rubbed the lantern?
Did
Jesus fail to punish your enemies?
Did
Jesus fail to make everything run smoothly?
Over and
over again, our disappointments draw us deeper and deeper
into who Jesus really is ... and what Jesus really does.
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"Are
you the right guy," John's people ask, "or should
we look for somebody else?" Which sounds like a "yes"
or "no" question if I ever heard one. Except that
Jesus, upon hearing it, answers neither "yes" nor
"no." Instead, he says: "Go and tell John what
you see and hear."
- Blind
people seeing.
- Lame
people walking.
- Deaf
people hearing.
- Dead
people reviving.
- And
poor people hearing news that, for a change, doesn't depress
the daylights out of them.
Which,
you could say, is no proof of Messiahship that you ever heard.
Unless, that is, you are blind ... lame ... deaf ... poor
... or dead. In which case, I think you'd probably be impressed.
Maybe even convinced.
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