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I saw
Moses' burning bush for the second time two weeks ago yesterday.
Frankly, it wasn't any more spectacular in appearance than
it was when I saw it for the first time, twelve years before.
Pat commented, it really looked more like a large vine than
a bush.
The bush
is found inside the walls of St. Catherine's monastery, which
is located deep in the red granite mountains of the Egyptian
Sinai, in what has to be some of the most inhospitable real
estate on the face of the earth, a landscape that looks like
something beamed down from the surface of the moon. The monastery
is surrounded by high walls, and for the first several centuries
of its existence, there was no doorway; one gained admission
only by being pulled up in a basket.
The monastery
was built in 527 A.D. and named for Catherine of Alexandria,
a saintly woman who was martyred a hundred years earlier.
Legend has it that, upon her martyrdom, angels carried her
body to this mountain and then revealed her burial place to
some monks who were already living in the region. Monks had
been living in this region for three hundred years before
the monastery was built, but their presence had nothing to
do with St. Catherine. The monks were there because of what
that bush remembered.
There
are several shrines near the monastery. A half mile away,
at the opening of the valley, near an area that the Bedouin
of the region use as a seasonal assembly ground, there is
a small chapel that is said to mark the place where Aaron
and the children of Israel built their altar to the Golden
Calf. On top of the mountain, after a couple of hours of steep
walking, you can see another chapel, this one said to be where
Moses received the tablets with the Ten Commandments. There
is also a church inside the monastery, where you can see centuries
old icons and paintings, priceless relics that survived the
destruction that came to so many early Christian shrines.
And St. Catherine's houses a collection of ancient Biblical
manuscripts and early Christian writings that is second only
to that of the Vatican. But it started with the bush. Long
before the collecting of the manuscripts or the building of
the church or the monastery, before the artwork or the chapel
on the plain or the one on top of the mountain, a small chapel
stood beside this unspectacular bush. The art, the writings,
the buildings are there because of the bush - or, more accurately,
perhaps, because of what the bush remembers.
As I said
earlier, as bushes go, I have seen better. We had one beside
the garage in Midland that was far more striking, especially
in the fall. Perhaps the one in the Sinai changes color with
the seasons, too, although I don't remember our guide mentioning
that, along with the other legends that he recounted; but
even if it did, it would not explain the matter. The bush
by our garage was called a burning bush because of its fiery
color every autumn; the bush at Saint Catherine's remembers
a different kind of fire.
But the
fire did not happen while we were there. The bush did not
earn its name either by roaring flames or by blazing color.
It was a thrill to be there, to hike partway up the mountain,
to see the ancient icons, to marvel at that incredible landscape,
to recall the ancient story with a group of Christian friends;
but the bush did not catch fire. The leaves stayed green;
the twigs did not ignite.
I do not
mean that statement to be heard as cynical in any way. I long
ago came to appreciate Dr. James Fleming's observation that
we should recognize that most of the churches and chapels
in the Holy Land are where events have been remembered, whether
or not they are always on the precise spot where an event
occurred; and we should not expect to find footprints in the
rock on the Mount of Ascension or pieces of the Cross on the
slopes of Calvary or ashes from the fire around a bush.
However,
my question this morning is not really about the bush of Moses
- not about whether all or some of the intriguing legends
surrounding it are true, or whether it is really the right
bush or even if it is the right mountain. The last I heard,
there were something like fourteen different mountains proposed
as the "real" Mt. Sinai. I think that is, at least
partly, the price you pay for requiring every candidate for
a Ph.D. in Biblical studies to come up with an `original'
doctoral thesis.
But that
is a digression. My thought has to do with what that bush
remembers - an encounter with God - and it seems to me that
every life ought to have a bush like this one. Don't misunderstand
me. I am not talking about something that would make our neighbors
want to call 911 to report a fire, or head to some faraway
place to free a bunch of slaves.
I am talking
metaphorically here. I know everyone isn't into gardening.
I know some have green thumbs and some cannot even grow things
that flourish under benign neglect. I'm talking about a symbol
that remembers a time when God touched our life and made it
forever different. Understand, too, that I am not saying that
everyone who looks at our bush will recognize what it means
to us. As I said, as far as I was concerned, Moses' bush looked
like a run of the mill vine to me.
But, ah,
my friends, what such a simple bush can mean to the one who
saw it flame!! A time when your breath caught in your throat
- when your heart beat as it had never beaten before - or
seemed as if it had stopped beating altogether. Ever had a
moment like that? A moment that put goose bumps on your soul
... a moment when the fire burned?
In his
book, Joys And Sorrows, the story of his life, Pablo
Casals writes about the first time that he remembers going
to church on Christmas Eve. It was in a small village in Spain
when he was five years old. He tells of walking to the church
with his father, who was the church organist. As he walked,
he held his father's hand and shivered. He shivered, he says,
not because he was cold, but because it was all so mysterious.
These are his words:
I felt
that something wonderful was about to happen. High overhead,
the heavens were FULL of stars. We walked in silence. In
the narrow, dark streets, there were moving figures, shadowy
and spectral and silent too. Then suddenly, there was a
burst of light, flooding from the open doors of the church.
We moved into that light silently. Then, just as suddenly,
my father broke the silence with music from the organ. We
all sang. And when I sang, it was my HEART that was singing,
and I poured out everything that was within me.... (Related
by James Miller in Pulpit Digest, November-December
1982, p.20)
Well,
you say, I'm sorry, but it just never happened that way for
me. I wish it had; I wish it did; I wish it could. Sometimes
the preacher keeps me awake; sometimes he doesn't. Sometimes
there is a story I remember - for a little while, at least
- or a joke that will fit in a presentation I have to give
next week - or a thought that helps me along. But this mystical
stuff, well, not really. After all, that has to be God's doing,
doesn't it? I mean, God set the bush on fire, right?
But even
as I agree that much of this is God's doing and not ours,
I wonder if it is as one sided as that. Larry Burkett, writing
in Moody magazine a few years ago (December of 1992),
tells of a summer when he and his wife were traveling in North
Carolina. He had a strong interest in old cars and he spotted
several in back of a house, well off the road. Remembering
that he had been less than enthusiastic some miles back when
his wife had wanted to stop at an antique store, he didn't
suggest that they stop and look at the cars. He was feeling
rather good about his self-inflicted martyrdom, when, to his
surprise, his wife said, "Did you see that?"
"Sure,"
he replied. Hardly believing his good luck, he ventured, "Uh,
would you mind if we went back to take a look?" She said,
"Okay," so he wheeled car around, drove back and
pulled over as near as he could get to the old cars. But when
he stopped the car and started to get out, his wife asked,
"Why are we stopping here?"
He replied,
somewhat cautiously, "Because this is where the cars
are."
And she
said, "But I wanted to go there," and she pointed
to an antique store a little farther back and on the other
side of the road. She hadn't noticed the cars; and he hadn't
seen the antique store.
You get
the point, don't you? Can it be that we become so attuned
to our own interests in the world around us that we miss the
road signs God puts in our paths?
Elizabeth
Barrett Browning put it this way:
Earth's
crammed with heaven,
And
every common bush afire with God;
But
only he who sees takes off his shoes,
The
rest sit round it and pluck blackberries ...
Again,
don't misunderstand me. I am not suggesting that we can go
about creating burning bushes by staring intently at blackberry
vines. I don't believe that. I am not suggesting that we can
create the experiences through which God speaks to us.
We do
try to help with that in worship. I have to say that we do
try; that is what worship is about. We hope to create the
opportunities for such a moment here on Sunday morning. But
we understand that holy moments cannot be programmed and scheduled,
that what speaks to some may not speak to others. God may
take the words of a sermon or the music of a choir or the
notes of the organ or a time of prayer and create such a moment,
but while some of that may be the work of worship and while
much of that is God's doing, I would submit that a part of
that rests with us as well.
There
are some elements in this ancient story that may offer pointers
to how we might make our spirits more open to such moments
so that we do not miss them when they come.
Notice
these words of the story: "... and Moses said, `I will
turn aside and see this thing.'"
Big deal,
you say! Who wouldn't? Who wouldn't? Maybe someone looking
for old cars? Or antique shops? Or mulling over Monday morning's
`to do' list? Or fretting about the latest flutter in the
stock market? Or checking the fashions for church-wear these
days? Or wondering how long the wait will be for lunch after
church?
"I
will turn aside and see this thing." It occurred to me
in reading this passage one day that what is suggested here
is that Moses could have walked on by! You may think that
sounds incredible in retrospect, but he could have. Why else
make the point that he decided to take a look? There was no
voice shouting to him out of the bush. The voice came AFTER
he turned aside. That is what the poet was pointing out. We
roar on through the moment on our way to dinner after church,
or to the completion of the task, or to the next chore, the
next meeting, the next event, and we often miss the opportunity
to see something on the way that may be more important than
where we think we are headed. We need to learn to turn aside,
to stop and see and hear. As Jesus told fretful people of
his day, we need to CONSIDER the lilies, not just glance at
them in passing.
There
is something more here. The original language implies that
there was more than a casual effort involved here. The New
English Bible and the New International Translation read:
"And Moses said `I must go across to see this
wonderful sight,'" the suggestion being that this was
more than a matter of simply stopping by the side of the path,
that the bush was across the valley or that it required at
least some effort on Moses' part to get closer. Anything wrong
with that idea? I am not saying that it is not possible for
God to knock us off our feet to get our attention; but perhaps
he wants at least a little interest shown on our part to begin
with. Why are we willing to exert all kinds of effort and
energy in business or sports or recreation or life in general
and think that the life of worship and faith should come easy?
How hard DO we work at finding faith?
Another
thing I would have us note about the experience of Moses is
that it came to him in the midst of his work. This moment
on the slopes of Mt. Horeb was not a religious pilgrimage
for Moses; he was not out admiring the wonders of creation.
Moses was tending sheep.
So part
of what I am saying is that encounters with God do not have
to happen in church. They can, and they do, but temples are
not the only place to watch for them. The Bible record reports
them many places. Moses was tending sheep; Isaiah was in the
Temple in Jerusalem; Paul was on the road to Damascus; James
and John were fishing; Matthew was collecting taxes; Zacchaeus
was up a sycamore tree. The only constant element in the Biblical
record is that there isn't any constant element except God.
Which means, of course, that one person's bush may be another
person's sycamore tree or fishing boat or highway marker or
temple pew or tax booth. It isn't the bush; it is what the
bush remembers.
I need
to close with the reminder that Holy Moments with God lead
to service. You know Moses' story. I am not saying we will
all be called to that kind of service, just so you don't think
I am simply urging you to cultivate some kind of religious
feeling so you can go home and enter a date in your journal.
This is about a call that makes our life forever different.
I asked
you earlier if you had ever had one of those burning moments
in your life. I invite you now to open your heart to one of
those experiences in the present. You know by now that we
are not really talking about bushes here. We are talking about
what the bush remembers; we are talking about the call of
God. It may come to you here in this sanctuary this morning
in the quiet moments of our prayer time; or in the lifting
of our voices in the song. Or it may come to you as it did
to Moses, while you are at work; it may be at school or at
home, as you go about the coming week.
The point
is, be open to it; be willing to turn aside to see and listen.
God is among us, everywhere. He calls us to serve Him in our
time and when we hear and answer, most anything can be set
afire - even a rather ordinary looking vine.
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