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As dreams
go, I am not one of those people who regularly records them
... or even remembers them. Those of you who have made a wintertime
visit to the parsonage (necessitating a need to take your
coats to the second floor), know that there is no notepad
on my nightstand. So when I suddenly wake from my bed, I write
none of the things in my head. Which might be informing. But
much too demanding.
Still,
I do dream. And I believe in the importance of dreams. Probably
more than you do. For while I believe that dreams are clues
to my inner life, I also believe that dreams can be clues
to divine life. Meaning that while there are some things I
cannot tell myself, unless I dream them ... there may also
be things that God cannot tell me, unless I dream them. Which
means that the old song lyric, "You tell me your dreams,
I'll tell you mine," may not only be romantic discourse
... or therapeutic discourse ... but theological discourse.
This may be especially true of the way God speaks to males,
given that (in matters godly) we men may be more deaf and
dense than our female counterparts. For we have just come
through the nativity narratives where, on three separate occasions,
God speaks a life-changing word to Joseph ... with each word
coming in the context of a dream.
So, on
this day, I would give you two men ... and two dreams. Listen
to them, as you will. Make of them, what you will.
The first
man is Cornelius. He is an Italian in charge of a battalion.
More to the point, he is a Roman citizen and a leader of Roman
soldiers, stationed at Caesarea (a Roman town which, today,
is about 40 miles up the Mediterranean coast from Tel Aviv).
But this is not today. This is yesterday ... first century
A.D ... 15 to 20 years after the death and resurrection of
Jesus. Cornelius is an important man (the equivalent of a
company commander). He is not the head of a legion. But he
is certainly not the foot of one, either. As military men
go, color him big.
Then color
him good. For, while he is not a Jew (making him a Gentile
... a pagan ... a Roman ... an Italian ... choose whichever
non-Jewish noun you like), he is a Gentile who is familiar
with the inside of a synagogue, and with what goes on inside
a synagogue. In short, he has one foot in the Jewish door
... along with a bit of his head and heart, as well. True,
he has entered Israel as an occupation officer. But there
was a period in the first century ... between the mid-thirties
and the early-fifties ... when not every relationship between
Jew and Roman was ugly, and when a Roman might actually have
entered a synagogue for reasons other than destruction.
Which
is why our text says that Cornelius honors God ... prays to
God ... and gives no small amount of his money to the neediest
of God. And which also explains why Cornelius (in his present
spiritual state) may be primed to learn more of God. So along
about 3:00 in the afternoon, an angel comes to him in a dream
and says:
Cornelius,
I know who you are. I know what you've done. And I sense
that you are ripe for more. So here's what you do. Send
three of your men to Joppa. Have them find the house of
a tanner named Simon. Then have them intercede (on your
behalf) with Simon's current house guest ... a man called
Peter.
So Cornelius
does everything the angel says, sending three of his guys
(two servants and buck private) down the coast to Joppa.
Cut now
to Joppa (which, today, is called Jaffa ... and, as a southern
suburb of Tel Aviv, is one of the more charming places on
the face of God's green earth). But I digress. Peter is in
Joppa. And Peter, we already know. Peter is a close friend
of Jesus and an emerging "player" in the early Christian
movement. Peter is no small-potatoes kind of guy. Peter's
story and Christianity's story are (to an over-lapping degree)
one and the same story. Except for one little thing. At this
time in history, Christianity isn't. It doesn't exist (in
any pure and independent form). Especially in Israel. To be
sure, Israel does not lack for friends of Jesus ... believers
in Jesus ... and advocates for Jesus. But where are they?
In the synagogues, that's where they are. The "friends
of Jesus" are still keeping Jewish laws ... still obeying
Jewish commands ... still following Jewish calendars ... still
eating Jewish diets ... and still observing Jewish rituals
(like circumcising male foreskins, and not fraternizing with
Gentile pagans). Which means that Peter is still straddling
two cultures, religiously speaking ... even though history
(and God) is soon going to deny him that luxury.
It is
interesting that Peter is staying in the house of Simon, the
tanner. For a tanner, by trade, works with the hides of dead
animals ... some of which may be ritually unclean (like pigs).
But to a tanner, a hide is a hide ... a way of making a living.
Which is why Jews were not supposed to associate with tanners
(see Numbers, chapter 19). But here is Peter, bunking down
in the tanner's house.
Which
is how it comes to pass that, just as the emissaries of Cornelius
are bearing down on Joppa, Peter is on the roof of Simon's
house ... praying. Which is not all that strange a place for
prayer. Roofs were flat, making praying on them possible.
And roofs were private, making praying on them desirable.
Anyway, here's Peter ... up on the roof ... at noon. Which
explains why he becomes hungry, to the point of sending out
for something to eat. But before his carry-out gets carried
up, Peter has a dream of his own. And Peter's dream is stranger
than that of Cornelius. For, in Peter's dream, heaven opens
and a very large sheet is lowered to earth, suspended by its
four corners. This sheet looks, for all the world, like a
sail. And may well have been a sail, given that the word for
"sheet" and the word for "sail" are one
and same word.
When Peter
looks inside the sheet, he sees every kind of forbidden creature.
He sees badgers, buzzards and bats. He sees camels, crocodiles
and lizards. And he sees pigs. He sees all the things on the
"don't eat" list of Leviticus 11. It's enough to
make a good Jewish man lose his appetite ... or his breakfast.
Now I
know that this is pretty much lost on you ... this thing about
refraining from certain foods as a matter of faith. Because
you don't. Never have. Probably never will. You don't even
understand the "fish thing," which was so important
to Roman Catholics, forty years ago. You might refrain from
certain foods because of health ... your doctor says to. You
might refrain from certain foods because of taste ... your
appetite says to. But you have never refrained from certain
foods because of faith ... your preacher says to. You don't
care if somebody slips a little pork in with the beans. You
don't care if somebody slips a little bacon into the eggs.
You don't even care if somebody slips a little sour cream
into the stroganoff. Food is food. What's the big deal? To
be sure, some of you might recoil at the thought of Holy Communion
being celebrated with single malt and pizza squares. But,
even there, some of you might not.
So if
you can't understand the dietary issue as being such a big
deal, try thinking of it this way. Try to imagine anything
that is, for you, the dividing line between Christians and
other people. Call to mind the one thing that makes us who
we are and who we are not ... the one thing you are certain
is non-negotiable ... the one thing we cannot let slide without
compromising our whole identity as people of God. And when
you have figured out where that line is, imagine having a
dream wherein God asks you to cross it. And if you can get
in touch with that, I think you can get in touch with Peter
"up on the roof."
For there
he is ... looking at this sheet ... filled with all these
forbidden foods ... even as a voice (The Voice) says: "Get
up, Peter. Kill and eat." To which Peter says: "No
way, Jose" (even though Peter knows that God's name is
not "Jose"). Then Peter adds: "God, you know
that I have never eaten anything common or unclean."
To which God answers (three times, no less ... Peter, like
most teenagers, needs to hear everything three times): "What
I have cleansed, you must never call common or unclean."
Whereupon the sheet is hauled back up to heaven.
So when
Peter comes down from the roof (no doubt to meet the emissaries
of Cornelius who are ringing the daylights out of the doorbell),
he begins to put two and two together. Two dreams: his and
Cornelius'. Two messages: "go find Peter" and "prepare
to meet Cornelius." And two religious cultures ... Jew
and Gentile ... which are about to move closer toward one
another than either has ever moved before.
The rest
is history (although it takes 49 more verses to finish the
story). So let me summarize. Peter leaves Joppa and journeys
(with the three emissaries) to Caesarea. Upon arriving, Cornelius
greets him and invites him in. Peter enters (not just into
the vestibule, but all the way in ... living room ... family
room ... kitchen ... we're talking another really big "no-no"
here). And Cornelius has all his friends and relatives waiting.
For God's sake, it's a bloomin' house party. Peter has prepared
himself to meet one Gentile. But Peter has not prepared himself
to meet wall-to-wall Gentiles.
So Peter
says to everybody: "I'm not really supposed to be here,
don't you know." Which must have punctured all the balloons
in the room. For Peter is the guy that Cornelius has told
everybody to come and see ... the guy God has sent ... the
guy who knows the Lord and serves the Lord. But when this
guy comes, he's like all the rest of them. For in saying,
"I don't belong in this house," he is sending the
not-so-subtle message that Gentiles don't belong in the Father's
house. For there Peter is, looking as if he is about to catch
a disease, merely by being there.
But the
next word out of Peter's mouth is just that ... "but."
And, somehow, the whole Gospel seems to swing on that word.
"But," says Peter, "God has shown me (on the
roof ... in a dream ... at high noon ... and isn't it always
"high noon" when you learn that things can change,
that you can change, and that God can be an instrument of
change) that I can no longer call anything (or anyone) unclean,
whom He has cleansed. So when you called, I came. Meaning,
let's get on with it ... whatever `it' is."
And if
a single person in that room breathed for one full minute
after he said that, I'd be surprised. Because Peter had just
said something that no synagogue had authorized him to say
... that no Council of Elders in Jerusalem had authorized
him to say ... that not even God's holy word (as it then existed)
had authorized him to say. Meaning that what Peter said had
no basis other than what he received in a fresh revelation
from God, coupled with his own personal experience of Jesus
Christ, which suggested to him that Jesus would rather be
Lord of all than Lord of some.
And while
Peter was speaking, the Spirit began to move. Then the water
began to flow. And a whole of people that Peter had no business
baptizing, got baptized. For which Peter caught "holy
hell" back in Jerusalem ... from the elders ... representing
the synagogue tradition, who said:
This
isn't the way things get done around here. And you know
it. But you went ahead and did it anyway. You ate unclean
food. You entered an unclean house. You baptized unclean
people ... which might have been all right, had you circumcised
them first. Which you didn't. What in the world got into
you?
And, as
gently as he could, Peter tried to tell them what in the world
had gotten into him ... or, more to the point, Who in the
world had gotten into him. Then he added: "If you had
been there to see what I saw ... and to feel what I felt ...
we wouldn't even be having this conversation." Then,
capping his own defense, he offered a marvelous turn of phrase:
"When I saw what I saw ... that the people in that house
had as much of God's Spirit in them as I had in me ... who
was I to hinder God?" Which is a wonderful question for
us all: "Who are we to hinder God?"
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Sometimes
I worry that in the midst of doing God's work, I will get
in God's way. I think that everybody who does what I do should
ask that of themselves from time to time. Are we doing God's
work? Or are we getting in God's way? For just when we think
we have it all, know it all, can do, be and deliver it all,
we wind up learning that we don't, aren't, haven't and can't.
Which doesn't mean we should preach less. But which might
mean we should dream more. For that may be how God gets underneath
us, the better to get within us. Or that may be how God gets
to us, the better to get through us.
Five ...
maybe six ... times in my ministry, people have called me
up to dress me down ... being blunt enough to tell me that
"no way" was I (personally) ever going to get into
heaven. One caller was even so bold as to suggest my "rotting
in hell" ... because I had misread the Bible ... misrepresented
some belief in the Bible ... and had, knowingly, misled my
flock (the flock that God had entrusted to my care). And,
said the one who was talking about "rotting:" "There
is nothing worse a preacher can do than mislead the sheep.
You will surely have to pay for that."
Which
I suppose is possible ... all things being possible. But as
one who has long believed that, at the end of the day, there
will be more mercy in God than sin in me, I go on preaching
and repenting ... preaching and repenting. And I leave the
question of ultimate outcomes to the one whose judgment will
be fairer than that of my phone caller. But I quietly expect
that when (and if) I am called on the eternal carpet for anything,
it will not be for my failure to love the Lord ... my failure
to feed the flock ... my failure to build the church ... or
my failure to preach the faith. If, and when, I am called
on the eternal carpet, it will probably be for my failure
to widen the circle.
For I
have been to Calvary, don't you see? Time and again, I have
been to Calvary. I have cherished the old rugged cross. In
fact, I have been hangin' `roun' Calvary since I was a teenager.
So my problem ... and (to some degree) yours ... is not how
often I've been to Calvary, but how seldom I've gone to Caesarea.
Note:
The story of Peter and Cornelius takes up more space (in terms
of words and verses) than any other New Testament narrative
except the Passion of Jesus Christ. Obviously, the early church
viewed it as pivotal. It is somewhat controversial, given
references in the second chapter of Galatians, wherein Peter
is portrayed as representing the more conservative faction
in Jerusalem, speaking in opposition to the acceptance of
Gentiles without first circumcising them. I side with G. H.
C. Macgregor who summarizes: "However we may question
certain details in Luke's story (Acts 10:1-11:17), there is
no reason to doubt that, in the person of Cornelius, Peter
admitted the first Gentile, and that the legitimacy of his
action was acknowledged by the Jerusalem church."
In addition
to numerous textual commentaries, I am also indebted to Barbara
Brown Taylor and her treatment of similar themes under the
title "How Not to Hinder God."
A final
word of thanks goes to Gary Kulak for his wonderful post-sermon
quote from William Blake, to wit: "Dreams are the seedlings
of reality."
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