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It is
rare when people remember their dreams. And it is rarer still
when they reveal them. But Dave Breedlove remembered and revealed
one of his the other day. And if I am recalling it accurately,
it went something like this:
I dreamed
(Dave said) that Dale Parker died and went to heaven. Upon
checking his record at the gate, St. Peter said: "I
am sorry, Dale, but I have found a few blemishes on your
otherwise pristine page, meaning that you are going to have
to do a little bit of penance before you can stay."
Whereupon St. Peter proceeded to chain Dale at the ankle
to one of the meanest, nastiest and ugliest women he had
ever seen.
Dale
took all of this in stride, figuring that a few months of
penance would be a pittance, compared to the eternity of
bliss that would surely follow. And Dale was fine with this
until he saw his preacher walking along, similarly chained
at the ankle, to Julia Roberts. Seething with resentment,
Dale worked his way back to St. Peter who was tending the
gate. "I don't get it," Dale shouted. "Here
I am sentenced to perform what you call `a little bit of
penance,' and I end up chained to the meanest, nastiest
and ugliest woman I have ever seen. And there goes Ritter,
chained at his ankle to Julia Roberts." To which St.
Peter replied: "Dale, settle down. There is something
you don't understand. Ritter is Julia's penance."
I tell
that story with a definite purpose in mind. Not to debate
the relative fitness of Dale Parker and myself for heaven.
Not to create speculation about Dave Breedlove's dream life.
And certainly not to get a cheap laugh from the likes of you.
Trust me. I have bigger fish to fry.
I tell
that story to illustrate a great truth about humor. Most of
us joke about things that confuse us, or give us cause for
anxiety. Humor is one of the best ways we have of relieving
anxiety. I am convinced that anxiety lies behind the many
jokes we tell about sex. And I am similarly convinced that
anxiety lies behind the many jokes we tell about death. In
a strange way, Dave's dream is a joke about both.
But in
reflecting upon this, I got to thinking about all the jokes
about someone who died and approached St. Peter. There must
be hundreds of them. Which must mean we are pretty anxious
about death and whatever follows. Questions abound.
Where
will we go?
When
will we get there?
What
will we do there?
Who
will we see there?
Will
we meet our loved ones there?
Will
there be any judgment there?
Will
there be any justice there?
Will
there be any fulfillment there....
Such questions
give rise to humor. They also give rise to reverie, along
with philosophy and theology. They have been around a long
time. And they have never been fully answered. The Apostle
Paul fingered the problem when he said: "Hey friends....it's
a mystery. We shall not all sleep; we shall all be changed."
Then Paul spent 58 verses of the fifteenth chapter of First
Corinthians trying to explain the very thing he called "a
mystery." Paul should have left well enough alone. His
attempt is about as Greek as the language in which he wrote
it.
With that
in mind, cut away with me to a quiet, mid-summer's night in
an Iowa cornfield. Darkness is settling. Crickets are chirping.
Gentle breezes are rippling the tassels upon acres of corn,
richly buttered by the moonlight. A young man named Ray Kinsella
is trudging from field to farmhouse when he hears the voice....a
whisper really....sounding something like God with laryngitis
or an old baseball announcer. The voice is saying (in words
barely audible): "If you build it, he will come."
Ray shrugs off the voice and heads for the house. But later
that night he hears it again, waking him from a sound sleep.
The next day he hears the voice a third time: "If you
build it, he will come."
And lest
there be any question about their meaning, the words are accompanied
by a vision. There is little doubt in Ray's mind that the
"it" he is to build is a baseball field....complete
with bleachers and bases, fences and foul lines, scoreboards
and floodlights, the whole nine yards. And the "he"
who will come is Joe Jackson....Shoeless Joe Jackson....who,
in the opinion of Ty Cobb, was the greatest left fielder ever
to play the game.
Shoeless
Joe never learned to read and write, but he created legends
with his bat and glove. A famous sports writer once wrote
that Joe Jackson's glove was the place where triples went
to die. Shoeless Joe played a dozen years in the big leagues,
but the ending of his career was not of his choosing. He was
the left fielder for the Chicago White Sox when they won the
American League pennant in 1919. They were subsequently accused
of "throwing" the World Series to the Cincinnati
Reds. For their alleged involvement with gamblers, the team
was dubbed the "Black Sox," and eight players were
suspended from baseball for life. The most notable of these
was Shoeless Joe Jackson. It was that suspension that caused
one disbelieving little boy to utter the immortal line: "Say
it ain't so, Joe." But all Joe said in response was:
"It's so." And evidently it was.
Ray Kinsella
was raised on Joe Jackson stories by his father, Johnny Kinsella,
who once lived in a rooming house across the street from Comiskey
Park. He also caught a few games of Class B ball in his all-too-brief
career. Ray's daddy went to his grave believing that Joe Jackson
was innocent....that he was framed....and that the whole thing
was just another example of the powerful oppressing the poor.
For, in those days, baseball players were neither well paid
nor well treated. They were virtual pawns of a management
system that abused and underpaid them.
Ray's
father was quick to point out that Joe Jackson hit .375 against
the Reds in the 1919 Series. In addition, he played errorless
ball and banged out 12 hits. To Ray's dad, that didn't sound
like the record of a man trying to "throw" a game.
But not enough other people bought that logic. After the 1920
season, when Shoeless Joe hit .382, he was never allowed to
play in the "bigs" again. He drifted from one semi-pro
league to another, usually playing under an assumed name.
If honor and glory ever do come his way, he won't be around
to take a bow....given that he died (in relative obscurity)
in 1951.
But Ray
Kinsella....trusting the voice and obeying the vision....is
certain that Shoeless Joe will come to his field, once he
builds it. Concerning that vision, Ray says:
Occasionally
the time and place are right, when all the cosmic tumblers
click into place, and the universe opens up for a few seconds....or
a few hours....and shows you what is possible.
What a
marvelous line. What he's saying is that every now and then
things just seem to click and the heavens open, giving a glimpse
of how it is all going to work out.
Now if
you are about to say, "Come on, Ritter, that's the dumbest
thing I ever heard," remember that Martin Luther King
said the same thing in his Memphis speech the night before
he died. He was talking about the Civil Rights Movement. And
he was saying that the movement would go on, even though he
would not get to go on with it. He said he had been to the
mountain....all the way to the top....and that he had been
privileged to look over to the other side. And what he glimpsed
convinced him that everything was going to be all right.
Moments
ago, we read the same thing in the twenty-first chapter of
Revelation. Revelation is a strange book....more allegory
than history. It is told as a grand vision. And the man to
whom the vision comes is someone named John. We think he was
an exiled bishop of the early Christian church in Asia Minor.
He appears to have been imprisoned....being held on a Mediterranean
island named Patmos....during a period when Christians were
being zealously persecuted by Rome.
The language
of the book is called the language of Apocalypse, which means
that it is concerned with someone's vision of how things are
going to end up. And in chapter 21, John says that he was,
for a moment, transported into heaven in order to receive
just such a vision. I don't have the faintest idea what that
means....or how that happened. Was it a dream? An ecstatic
experience? A photographic revelation? A sudden blip on the
radar screen of consciousness? Was John fast-forwarded in
time (by God) in order to allow him to drink in the future,
before being rewound into ordinary time? Was John's vision
an answer to prayer? A projection of the imagination? The
result of a hallucinogenic? Darned if I know. But, then, I
don't claim to know how Martin Luther King glimpsed the Promised
Land either. But when he talked about it, I listened. And
I found I was leaning forward as I listened. So maybe Ray
Kinsella has it figured out as well as anybody. Perhaps there
are times when all the cosmic tumblers do click into place
and the universe opens up for a few seconds, giving a glimpse
of what is possible.
In the
twenty-first chapter of Revelation it is not a ballpark that
John sees, but an entire city. The city is like a virgin bride
being presented to her husband. New Jerusalem is the city's
name. Old Jerusalem was to have been the perfect city. But
at the time of John's vision, Old Jerusalem is under siege.....sacked
and burning.
The new
city will be a place of peace and harmony. That's what John
says. God himself will be there. It will be like the Garden
of Eden all over again. Things will be like they were before
the Fall....before we messed things up. Once again, God will
walk through the city in the cool of the evening.
It will
be a city without violence....without pain.....without tears.
God will be like a mother comforting her children, wiping
every last tear from their eyes. There shall be no more death
in the city....meaning that the thing we fear more than any
other will be relegated to the scrap heap that we call "former
things."
And it
will be a city without churches. There will be no temple there.
To my friend who says he doesn't want to go to heaven if it
is going to be like a boring church service, this will be
good news indeed. There won't be any churches, temples, synagogues,
cathedrals, or wayside chapels, says John. That's because
God will be right there with us. Therefore, we will have no
need for special places, set apart for the purpose of meeting
him.
There
will be neither sun nor moon in the city. The dazzling brightness
of God's glory....and the "lamp" that we call Jesus
Christ....will give us all the light we need.
And, most
significantly, all the nations will be there. Even the pagan
nations. Which means that the barriers we build to separate
us, one from another, will have come down. It will be a city
without walls or other visible lines of demarcation. And good
will triumph in the city because no one will be there who
is unclean, loathsome or false. And speaking as one who is
occasionally unclean, loathsome and false, I trust that the
absence of such folk from heaven will have more to do with
the fact that God is cleaning us all up, rather than kicking
us all out.
And that's
John's version of how it all comes out. If that seems archaic
and fanciful to you, let me return you (one more time) to
Ray Kinsella's farm in Iowa....where Ray hears the voice,
builds the park, and Shoeless Joe Jackson comes. Yes, he really
comes. But not everybody can see him. Half the town thinks
Ray is crazy....plowing up two and half acres of perfectly
good corn to build a ball diamond. It gives you an idea of
how Noah's neighbors must have treated him. But Ray's wife
never wavers. Neither does Ray's daughter. For they seem to
know that some voices need to be heard and heeded. And they
can see the ball players, too.
For Shoeless
Joe brings his friends with him. His seven suspended teammates
from the Black Sox come and play. As do others. But the Black
Sox are the "home team" on this diamond. Every night,
when the lights come on, the players walk onto the field.
They come out of the corn which rims the outfield. When the
game ends, they disappear into the corn from whence they came.
Ballplayers just kind of come and go....to and from the corn.
And the corn, of course, is death. But the corn never seems
like such a terrible place. It's just the corn. That's all
it is. Dying is nothing more than walking into it. And whatever
follows dying is nothing more than walking out of it. It is
remarkably unfrightening.
I've always
had a strange fantasy about dying. I don't know where it comes
from. But I figure that death will be like walking into a
woods I have walked into hundreds of times before. Only, this
time, I won't come out....at least not by the way I went in.
Then somebody introduced me to that marvelous line about Enoch.
It was said that Enoch was a man who walked with God. Then
one day God and Enoch walked further than they had ever walked
before....and kept on walking.
But if
the corn is Kinsella's symbol for death, then the baseball
diamond is Kinsella's symbol for heaven. The ballpark is his
Apocalypse....his vision....his glimpse of how it all turns
out. At one point, Shoeless Joe turns to Ray and says: "Is
this heaven?" To which Ray says: "No, it's Iowa."
But the longer we watch the movie, the less certain we are
as to which is which.
There
are some marvelous subplots that keep the story moving. One
night Ray hears the voice a second time and it says: "Ease
his pain." Six months of research later, he realizes
that the "pain" he is supposed to "ease"
belongs to a once-famous author, now living in seclusion on
the east coast. In the book, the author is J.D. Salinger.
In the movie, it is Terrance Mann (played brilliantly by James
Earl Jones). Ray realizes that the author's pain has something
to do with baseball, and that no healing will take place apart
from baseball.
Then,
while author and farmer are watching a baseball game at Fenway
Park, a third message comes during the fourth inning. This
message encourages them to "go the distance." They
become convinced that "going the distance" means
setting off for Chisholm, Minnesota in order to find Moonlight
Graham (who once played half an inning for the New York Giants
in 1909 and never got a chance to bat).
Sooner
or later, everybody makes it back to Iowa and appears at the
ballpark (which may or may not be heaven). And the games constitute
a wonderful vision of what the end is going to be like.
The Black
Sox are playing again (as the home team, no less). The horrible
past has been wiped out. The suspensions have been served.
The scandal has been forgiven....forgotten....vindicated.
The slate is clean.
Moonlight
Graham, who only got to play half an inning in the field in
1909....and who never came to bat....gets to play a whole
game now.
What does
it all mean? I think this is what it means. As concerns the
great game of life, I think that those who played it once....and
who played it wrong....may get a fresh chance to play it over.
Moreover, I think that those who never got much of a chance
to play at all....especially those who were taken by death
before they could get a bat in their hands (in order to see
what they could do)....get a chance to play at last. For I
think heaven is going to represent a second chance for those
who blew the first one, and a fresh chance for those who never
got one. That's what I think it means.
But there
is one thing more. There is something else in the vision....something
having to do with reconciliation. In the movie we are given
the impression that Ray Kinsella's father not only died young,
but died estranged from his son. So it becomes inevitable
that this ballpark in the cornfield is going to be the scene
of some "coming together" of father and son. That's
because such reconciliations are as necessary as they are
desirable. In our other text....the one from the Sermon on
the Mount....Jesus said that if there is someone with whom
you need to make it right, leave your gift on the way to the
altar....go find that person....make it right....and then
approach the altar together. And if Jesus really meant that....assuming
that he wasn't talking just to hear himself talk....I suppose
it is also possible that none of us are going to enjoy the
fruits of heaven until we complete the same requirement.
At any
rate, the moviegoer knows that Field of Dreams cannot
end before one more figure appears in uniform....namely, an
obscure Class B catcher named Johnny Kinsella. So, one day,
as the game breaks up (and the players begin to drift toward
the corn), father and son meet at last. They talk a little
baseball. Then slowly, and with some hesitation, they begin
a game of catch. And that's the third part of the vision.
Not only are past wrongs going to be forgiven and missed opportunities
going to be granted, but those who are separated from us now
are going to be one with us then.
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Some years
ago, from this very pulpit, I preached a pair of sermons based
on that wonderful Hebrew concept known as "The Blessing."
In them, I talked extensively about my father. If you were
present then, you know that he died a long time ago....31
years this week, and two months after the birth of his first-ever
grandchild (who was my firstborn son).
And if
you were listening carefully, you know that my father died
feeling that his life had been largely unfulfilled. But, then,
I suppose my son felt the same way when he died 27 years after
his grandfather....the grandfather who barely knew him when.
But my
father and my son were very much alike in another way. Each
loved the game of baseball. Each followed the ballet of baseball.
Each devoured the statistics of baseball. Each debated the
subtleties of baseball. And it was around the subject of baseball
that I was able to draw close to each....especially at times
when other avenues were closed or unavailable. My son managed
a team (somewhat successfully) in a rotisserie baseball league.
And my father was fond of saying that he would have given
his right arm to be able to play the game well.
Therefore,
if Kinsella's vision even remotely resembles God's plan, I
trust that they have found each other....and that the sound
of horsehide meeting leather, even now, punctuates the sweetness
of their coming together. But just in case they haven't, I
trust that at least one of you will remember to slip a baseball
into my casket when I die.
Note:
Portions of this sermon were originally preached (under the
same title) in 1987. At that time, I acknowledged a debt to
Mark Trotter for his treatment of a similar theme. Mark preaches
in San Diego where his beloved Padres are currently making
a serious run toward a divisional championship and (Mark hopes)
much more. As one who is suffering through a fifth consecutive
losing season with the Detroit Tigers, I wish Mark and the
Padres well (beneath a veil of thinly-disguised envy).
For those
interested in an earlier treatment of a similar theme, see
my sermon entitled "Visions of Wrigley Field on a Saturday
Afternoon," September 28, 1997.
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