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On the
one and only occasion in my life when fate left me with a
couple of hours to kill in Middletown, Connecticut, I made
it a point to walk by the house where Annie Dillard lives.
Alas, she wasn't home. Not that I would have known what to
do if she was. I probably would have been tongue tied. Annie
Dillard is a favorite of mine, quietly admired from afar.
As a writer, she is without peer in her employment of the
English language. As a naturalist, she regularly uses nature
as a launching pad for her observations about life. As a friend
of the church, her work is faith-flavored ... which is, for
me, a delightful bonus.
Some years
ago, she wrote a book entitled Teaching a Stone to Talk.
It tells of her neighbor, a man named Larry, who lives alone
and is something of a crank. Larry is actually trying to teach
a stone to talk. I mean, seriously. This is no joke. Especially
not to Larry. The stone in question is a beach cobble ... oval
shaped ... dark gray ... with a white band encircling it ... sized
so that it can fit nicely into the palm of the hand. Apparently,
this stone is typical of cobbles that can be found all over
the beaches of Puget Sound, which was where Annie lived during
the time that Larry and she were neighbors.
Larry
keeps his rock on a shelf under a swatch of leather. The leather
functions like the cloth you put over a bird cage when you
want your parakeet to go to sleep. Several times a day, Larry
removes the leather and tries teaching his stone to express
itself. No one knows what Larry is teaching it to say, what
methods he is employing, or whether he is experiencing success.
They do know that he has made plans to initiate his son into
the task, thus ensuring the work will go on after Larry is
gone. His son, however, does not live with Larry, but with
Larry's estranged wife. Her reasons for leaving are not known ... but
neither are they all that hard to imagine. One could say that
theirs is a marriage that is, literally, on the rocks.
But, as
is Annie Dillard's way, the story of an eccentric neighbor
becomes a beautiful analogy of the human condition, causing
her to ponder: "Why doesn't nature speak to us with the
force it once did? What led to the breakdown of conversation,
and to what degree can it be repaired?"
Yesterday
afternoon, while breaking bread at Amy Arends' wedding reception,
I was talking with a dear friend about Crazy Larry and his
beach cobble. I figured if anybody would view Larry's effort
sympathetically, my friend would. And she didn't disappoint.
In fact, she told me of a recent experience in a dental chair
where she was given, not a beach cobble, but a piece of lava
rock to hold during some probingly painful dental work. Her
dentist is on the cutting edge of new methodologies and told
her that this rock, held in her hand, would dramatically reduce
her need for novocaine. Which it did. And about which she
is eager to know more. As is her dentist ... who doesn't know
exactly why it works, but that it works. My friend, who is
as intellectually and spiritually curious as anyone I have
ever met, promises an update. For the moment, it's a mystery.
Clearly, the rock doesn't communicate with either dentist
or patient. But the rock does participate with both, in some
sort of process that manages and minimizes pain.
Which
wouldn't surprise Annie Dillard. For she is quick to point
out that there was a time ... not so very long ago ... when
we lived in such harmony with nature so as to make communication
a two-way street. In that day, however, we were less in control
of nature and more at the mercy of nature. So we had to listen
better. Today, we assume we can do anything we want with nature
(on most days). Which explains why there are people like Larry
who will stop at nothing to get the conversation started again.
Some writers
have always believed nature to be quite vocal. "The hills
are alive with the sound of music," wrote one. While
another suggested that "every little breeze seems to
whisper Louise." I suppose you could say that such things
are simply figures of speech. But why are there so many of
them? And why do we keep returning to them?
And why
are we so enamored with people who want to put language into
the mouths of animals? Once upon a very-long-time ago, I had
the chicken pox and had to spend several days in bed. I couldn't
even watch daytime TV. For while there was plenty of daytime,
there was no TV. We didn't own one. So I spent the time reading
the Dr. Doolittle books. Some of you are too young to remember
that before Dr. Doolittle looked like Eddie Murphy ... or even
Rex Harrison ... he was a character in books (who didn't look
like either one of them). But his claim to fame was not how
he looked, but what he could do. And what was that? He could
talk to the animals. That's what he could do. And I wanted
to be able to do it too ...
To ponder
Eastern art and dramas, with intellectual llamas ...
And
if you'd ask me: "Can you speak rhinoceros?"
I'd
say: "Of course-erous." And I would.
I can't,
of course. And neither can most of you. But sometimes, when
I go to your houses, I hear you talking to your dog and cat ... which
is hardly surprising. But then I hear you tell me what Fido
and Fluffy are saying, from their end of the conversation ... which
gives me pause.
There
is a church ... a rather large church on the west side of the
state ... which holds an annual service where people bring
their domesticated animals to worship. I kid you not. I get
their bulletin. The service is held in the summer when, I
would assume, they get a smaller crowd. But, as far as I can
tell, the service is in the sanctuary. At least there is nothing
in their bulletin that suggests otherwise. In fact, there
is nothing in their bulletin that tells me what they do in
this service, save for a purpose statement suggesting that
the service is designed "to celebrate the unity of God's
creation, and the blessing that any one part of that creation
can bring to every other part."
As purposes
go, that makes sense to me. But I'm not yet prepared to issue
an open invitation to every member of your family with four
legs, wings or fins ... who you would gladly bring to the Lord's
house caged, leashed, harnessed, bridled or running free.
Actually, I'm fronting for Doris Hall on this one. After years
of putting up with two-legged parishioners who chat through
her prelude, I'm not about to subject her to would-be worshipers
who bark, meow, chirp and moo.
Over the
years, I have had a few requests to baptize a dog or a cat.
Some of those requests have come from the likes of you. I've
never actually done it. But I've talked with folk about it.
Most people who bring it up have a definite concern in mind,
having to do with matters of death and afterlife. It is a
concern rooted in an understanding of baptism that views the
sacrament as an essential prerequisite to heaven ("no
water on the head ... no entrance into the Kingdom").
Since that's not my understanding of what baptism is for ... or
how the Kingdom opens or closes ... I have generally been able
to address the concern without having to wet the head of any
four-legged creature.
Actually,
I have had a couple of cats I hope have made it on to glory.
But I can't say I know how such things are going to work out.
What I do know is this. In the first eleven chapters of Genesis ... where
the Bible is talking about God's covenant with creation ... there
are seven different references to the fact that God's covenant
is not with male and female alone, but with "every living
creature." And the rest of the Old Testament serves as
a continual reminder that, as covenantal partners go, God
has no plans to go back on his word. But the fact that this
matter troubles you suggests that you are hungry for a closer
camaraderie with the totality of creation ... even beyond
the point of death and earthly extinction.
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But let's
move on. There is much religious literature suggesting that
nature, in its own way, possesses the capacity to speak eloquently
of God. Charlie Beynon used to love to sing the hymn "Great
Is Thy Faithfulness," the second verse of which reads:
Summer
and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun,
moon and stars in their courses above,
Join
with all nature in manifold witness,
To
thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.
On other
occasions ... employing other lyrics ... we sing: "In the
rustling grass I hear him pass; he speaks to me everywhere."
Which is clearly echoed in the hymn we sang this morning,
just prior to the sermon, "God of the Sparrow, God of
the Whale." And in this morning's text we read that grandiose
language about the "heavens declaring the glory of God."
That's from the 19th Psalm which, in the 18th
century, gave birth to the poem by Joseph Addison, which was
then set to music by Franz Joseph Haydn in his oratorio, "The
Creation."
Meanwhile,
writers of Catholic spirituality like St. Francis of Assisi
(whose likeness is often found in garden statues, always with
an outstretched hand holding a bird), rephrase the 19th
Psalm and personalize the heavens, to the point of calling
the two great heavenly bodies "brother sun and sister
moon."
Indian
(or Native American) culture probably understands this better
than any other, offering up a spirituality which sees nature
as brimmingly alive, and as a primary means by which God speaks
to his people. A favorite title of mine is "I Heard the
Owl Call My Name," suggesting that we can be spoken to
(and claimed by) a conversation that originates with one of
God's lesser creatures.
What am
I trying to get you to see? Simply this. That all of these
people aren't crazy. That even Crazy Larry isn't as crazy
as he seems. That they are onto something important. That
nature speaks ... and is spoken to. And that the conversation,
if worked at, could be beneficial for everyone concerned.
Which
is not an idea that comes easily to me. I am not what you
would call a "nature lover." I am city bred and
people fed. I like natural beauty as much as the next person.
But I have never had much understanding as to how the natural
world operates, let alone speaks. I know that I am somehow
connected to this great web of life, yet have spent precious
little time exploring the ties that bind. At times I have
even preached ... rather unflatteringly ... about nature's "mean
streak," gathering examples of nature's viciousness under
the umbrella of Carlyle Marney's great axiom: "Nature
means to kill us, and may yet succeed in the end."
But I
am coming around. I am listening better. I am recognizing
my dependencies. And I am coming to terms with the realization
that my own "return to nature" is getting closer
rather than further away. Whatever be the case, I am willing
to work harder at the conversation than I once did, in expectation
that a pair of benefits might be forthcoming ... the first
being ecological and the second, spiritual.
Ecologically
speaking, I have not been on the forefront of those working
to save the planet. I have not even worked that hard to save
my own small slice of the planet. Other issues have commandeered
my attention. I can only spread myself so thin. But it has
occurred to me that my slowness in climbing aboard the ecological
bandwagon can be traced to a deeper issue than that of personal
time and energy. For I have not always been willing to reconsider
my own agenda in the light of nature's agenda ... or even concede
that nature's agenda might speak with an authority that approximates
my own.
Occasionally
I find myself backed up in traffic because some highway that
might have eased the flow hasn't been finished. It remains
incomplete because it's right-of-way is being contested in
court by folks who fear the damage that might be done to some
nearby wetlands. At such moments I find myself more than willing
to sacrifice a swamp ... any swamp ... for my right to get from
here to there via the shortest possible distance, in the fastest
possible time. I can even be quite noble about it, saying:
"Look how much more of the Lord's work I could do if
I didn't have to sit in traffic." But even while making
my complaint, I know that there is a claim to be made for
the swamp ... which (were I to understand it) would probably
swamp my claim by comparison.
It takes
awhile to learn. But I learn. I have a home up north on a
small harbor. The harbor is cut out of Grand Traverse Bay.
Like most of my neighbors, I prefer gazing at the harbor across
a lush green lawn. So I fertilize. As do my neighbors. Then
the rains come and wash some of the fertilizer into the harbor,
where it produces a rich crop of water weeds. The weeds clog
the harbor and choke the engines of my neighbors' boats. The
harbor weeds can be killed. There are chemicals that do the
job. But the DNR types monitor every chemical application
because nobody, not even the DNR types, knows what the chemicals
will do to the fish in the Bay. Suddenly, my "green lawn
agenda" is a minor player in a major conversation. But
I didn't know that until I entered the conversation.
But not
all of the conversational benefits are ecological. Some are
profoundly spiritual. For while nature cannot tell us everything
about God, it can tell us many things about God. And were
we to sing every hymn in the hymnal that makes that claim
(at a rate of three per Sunday), we'd hardly be able to finish
them in time for the carols of Christmas ... Christmas of 1999.
But I'm
not here to debate nature's role as a teacher (where God is
concerned), but nature's role as a midwife (where God is concerned).
In short, can nature occasionally pull us into the presence
of God?
I don't
think it's accidental that two of the more uplifting films
of the last decade (Field of Dreams and Dances With
Wolves) involve a pair of men who come to terms with themselves
and their worlds only after they submit to the claims of nature
(either as field or wilderness) upon their lives. I don't
know that either of these men would necessarily call their
awakenings "spiritual." But so many of you have
shared nature-inspired experiences with me to which you have
attached the word "spiritual," that I believe something
is going on that involves God, nature and your soul in a three-way
conversation. Which is surely no substitute for a conversation
with Jesus Christ. But neither is it antithetical to it.
When I
was a teenager and a friend said he was "going out to
commune with nature," I knew that he was really going
out to empty his bladder. Today, when a friend tells me he
is "going out to commune with nature," I suspect
that he is going out to fill a hole in his soul. I suppose
it depends on the kind of relief each is seeking.
Wendell
Berry, in some lines entitled "The Peace of Wild Things,"
says it about as well as it can be put into words:
When
despair for the world grows in me
And
I wake in the night at the least sound
In
fear of what my life and my children's lives may become,
I
go and lay down where the wood-drake
Rests
in his beauty on the water,
And
where the great heron feeds.
I
come into the peace of wild things
Who
do not tax their lives with forethought of grief.
I
come into the presence of still water
And
I feel above me the day-blind stars
Waiting
with their light,
For
a time, I rest in the grace of the world and am free.
And did
not Jesus, himself, say that much could be learned from a
careful consideration of the lilies ... and that if mankind
should ever fall silent, even the very stones would cry out.
Which may explain what Crazy Larry is listening for. Not a
stone that merely jabbers. But one that preaches.
Note:
I am indebted to Mark Trotter for Wendell Berry's lines and
for some of the conceptual thinking that undergirds this sermon.
Annie Dillard's book speaks for itself. And I continue to
appreciate persons who have staked out passionate positions
on all sides of the "nature and spirit" issue, including
Frank Clappison with whom I once enjoyed a most vigorous debate
on the issue on whether nature was capable of revealing a
God of mercy.
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