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Over forty
years ago, I declared myself as a candidate for the Methodist
ministry. Thirty-three years ago, come June, I received my
first Methodist appointment. In those years, I had only two
negative thoughts about my denominational affiliation. I thought
I would have to move often ... and far.
Neither
of which turned out to be true. I have moved seldom ... and
near. I have served just four churches in 33 years. And none
have been outside the metropolitan area. Either nobody outstate
wants me, or the Bishop has chosen to keep me on a very short
leash (where he, or she, can keep a watchful eye on me).
I have,
however, been sought after by other congregations, bearing
other names, wearing other stripes, who (by dint of a looser
form of government) were free to come looking. So they did.
And I returned their gaze. Occasionally, the process stretched
over months, complete with trips, dinners, interviews, pulpit
committees visiting secretly, and other cloak-and-dagger stuff
that is part and parcel of the wooing and hiring process.
Of the four churches that came looking, I could have had one.
Maybe two. In one instance, Kris and I went so far as to talk
to realtors and check out schools. But I could never bring
myself to go. More to the point, I could never bring myself
to leave.
But why?
I wasn't locked into Methodism by family. I wasn't locked
into Methodism by history. I certainly wasn't locked into
Methodism by money. Nor was I locked into Methodism by unbreakable
friendships. Theologically, I could have been something else.
Governmentally, I often wished I was something else. But I'm
not. I stayed. Because I discovered that the sign on the building
was also a stream in my blood. I suppose the sermon two weeks
ago, and this one today, are my attempts at saying what that
is ... or why that is.
As you
will remember, I started talking about Methodist "style."
Not history. Not theology. Not governance. But "style."
How do we feel about ourselves? How do we come across to the
world? How do we seem ... look ... fit ... and firm up? I
promised six ideas. In reality, I pared six ideas to six words.
Three last time. Three this time. Each balanced on the word
"all" ... given that we Methodists are big on the
word "all." We are not big on the word "some."
"All" fits us better.
Last
time, three privileges.
All
may come.
All
may receive.
All
may enjoy.
This
time, three obligations.
All
must learn.
All
must serve.
All
must share.
First,
all must learn.
It is
widely understood that John Wesley loved the image of the
"warmed heart." But never at the expense of an empty
head. Consider the waterfall of books that poured from his
pen. Consider the emphasis on teaching (both children and
adults) that characterized the early days of his movement.
Consider the colleges and universities ... over 120 ... that
Methodists have launched in this land. Then consider the seven
years of education that Methodists have required of those
who would preach the word ... in an age when many church bodies
try to keep their ministerial candidates away from higher
education, claiming that "it only ruins `em."
I will
never forget how exciting ... how energizing ... and (yes)
how liberating it was, when (in my first college course on
religion) I reexamined my Sunday school understandings in
a greater light. To be sure, I learned some things that shook
me. And maybe even shocked me (for a week or two). But it
was never in the spirit of contradicting truth previously
learned, but in the spirit of building a bigger castle wherein
truth might dwell.
To be
sure, those who would "think" their way to God will
probably never get there. Sooner or later, faith will require
an act of trust. A "leap" of sorts. But that leap
will always be in the direction of ... rather than in opposition
to ... the best work that the mind can do.
All over
this country, there are preachers who are afraid to tell their
congregations everything they know ... fearing (in the words
of one colleague) that if we ever let "the little people"
look at the frontiers of our thinking, it will destroy the
fragile fabric of their faith. I have never held that fear.
And I have never treated you like "little people."
I don't water down my material to fit any audience. In classes
and sermons, I say the same kind of things to you that I would
say to a cluster of theologians. For Methodists are not afraid
of thought ... are not afraid of disagreement ... and not
afraid to follow the quest for truth, wherever it leads.
But how
does one balance trust with quest? As a model, let me suggest
the would-be climber of telephone poles. He (or she) wears
a belt that goes around the pole. Also worn are shoe spikes
capable of sticking into the pole. In order to climb, one
must lean back against the belt ... letting go of the pole
in the process. Those who don't trust ... those who can't
lean ... those who won't let go ... inevitably slide back
down to the ground. Leaning is essential.
But once
you lean, you must also climb. This is done with the shoe
spikes, one foot at a time. Onward and upward. Higher and
farther. So it is with all who would know and follow Jesus.
They must lean with the Spirit and climb with the mind, all
the while giving thanks for a church that doesn't require
them to check their brains at the door while passing through
the narthex. All must learn.
Second,
all must serve.
Methodists
have always been as concerned with "walking the walk"
as with "talking the talk." In addition to being
a heart and head trip, we Methodist types have long believed
Christianity to be a hands and feet trip. Who are we touching?
Where are we going? What difference, if any, is faith in Jesus
Christ making in the way we spend our time ... the way we
spend our money ... and the way we spend our lives?
Let me
illustrate. For 33 years I have sat in meetings where Methodists
have argued whether it is better to feed the near-by hungry
or the far-away hungry. But, over those same 33 years, I have
never sat in a meeting where Methodists have argued about
the necessity of feeding the hungry. We have known, seemingly
from day one, that the quickest way to see Jesus (Matthew
25) is in the face of the neighbor who needs us ... while
the quickest way to miss Jesus is to pretend that there is
no neighbor, or that there is no need.
Whatever
our theological persuasion (evangelical, fundamental, neo-orthodox,
post-reformational), our missional stance is always going
to stick us with the name tag "Bleeding Heart Liberal"
... because "doing good" flows through our Methodist
blood ... and being "liberal" is simply one way
of describing how willing we are, rather than how "leftist"
we lean. Methodists may fight, to the nth degree, over who
should benefit from our worldly zeal. But Methodists have
never debated whether "zeal" is a good thing to
have, or whether the "world" is a good place to
express it. In my wildest imagination, I can't fathom a group
of Methodists assembled on some mountaintop, waiting for a
spaceship to liberate them from this awful Earth, for the
purpose of delivering them on to glory.
Twenty
years ago, a group of evangelical Methodists became upset
with the Mission Board of our denomination. At issue were
matters of policy, program, placement and funding. Especially
funding. Their dissatisfaction led to division, much to the
chagrin ... and pain ... of a lot of us. But note what the
splinter group did when it split. They promptly formed an
alternative mission society. The debate, you see, was over
the nature of the work, rather than the value of the work.
The work went on ... and the work goes on ... under a pair
of somewhat similar umbrellas. But even now, as tensions rock
the church on other fronts, those two umbrellas appear to
be inching closer and closer together ... to the degree that
while First Church's apportionment dollars support projects
of the mainline group, our work team in Costa Rica (even as
we speak) is toiling under the auspices of the splinter group.
Not that our work team knows that ... or cares about that.
And it makes no difference to the Costa Ricans either. At
the end of the day, need is need, sweat is sweat, and those
who match sweat to need in the Lord's name, do the Lord's
work ... receive the Lord's favor ... and look, for all the
world, like Methodists.
I applaud
the fact that new congregations are popping up all around
us, many of them with no denominational ancestors, whatsoever.
We welcome their help in doing the Lord's work. There is room
for us all, even if many of the "new kind" do not
look like "our kind." But I worry about "the
vision thing" ... or the lack of it ... in these new
congregations. I believe that God is being praised there.
I believe that Christ is being offered there. I believe that
the Bible is being read there. And I believe that the needs
of a whole new generation are being served there. But I hope
that these new God-praising, Jesus-owning, Bible-reading Christians
are serving somebody besides themselves. And, if they are,
the proof will eventually emerge in the pudding. For we will
be able to see it in their budgets, read it in their newsletters,
and measure it in "second miles" traveled, food
baskets given, and honest sweat generated on behalf of the
forgotten friends of Jesus.
But my
greatest concern is not with navel-gazing churches, but with
navel-gazing Christians. I am talking about people who embrace
a gospel of minimal demand, scaling down the great claims
of our faith to the level of what is convenient, easy and
non-sacrificial.
A little
surplus time for Jesus? Why not, I've got a slightly lighter
week.
A little
surplus money for Jesus? Why not, it's been a good year.
A little
surplus food for Jesus? Why not, I can't finish everything
on my plate anyway. Just have the waiter wrap it up and
send it on down to the church.
Friends,
this was not Wesley's way. Nor has this ever been our way.
Methodists have always preached that "service" isn't
worthy of the name, until it cuts below the surface and slices
into the self. And Methodists have always believed that the
phrase "going on to perfection" has social dimensions,
every bit as much as personal ones.
I am glad
to see kids running around in tee shirts proclaiming "Just
Say No." Sounds good. Sounds wise. Sounds prudent. Sounds
clean. Even sounds half-Christian. Why half? Because we Methodists
are also interested in what kids say "yes" to. We
want to know what they have chosen to take on, as well as
what they avoid taking in.
Let me
illustrate with an adult example. I preach a lot of funerals.
I preach good funerals. That's because I preach personalized
funerals. I am willing to tell people's stories at funerals.
But before I tell them, I first have to learn them. So I spend
a lot of time with family members ... asking questions ...
listening to answers ... writing down what I hear. And among
the things I hear from virtually every family ... about every
loved one ... is this: "Uncle Herman (Aunt Elvira) (Grandma)
(Cousin Louie) never said a bad word about anybody."
But given all the bad words that are said about people, I
find myself wondering: "Who buries those folk?"
It must be Matt, Melody or Bill. It sure isn't me. I only
bury the sweet talkers.
But even
if that's true about those I bury (that they "never said
a bad word about anybody"), I find myself asking: "Did
they ever say a good word to anybody?" Who did they speak
up for? What did they stand up to? Or did they just keep their
mouths shut, noses wiped, lawns mowed and slates clean? Which
would make them decent, law-abiding Americans. But which would
make them lousy Wesleyans.
It recently
occurred to me that if there is to be a hell for anybody ...
of short or long-term duration ... I expect it to be full
of Methodists. Not because they have been sentenced and banished
there, but because they boarded a yellow bus in heaven that
was going there ... for two weeks stints ... in order to take
Bibles to hell ... food baskets to hell ... ice chips to hell
... or simply to live (for awhile) among the hellions ...
for the purpose of raising hell ... so that some of the folk
who live there, might yet rise from there. Which sounds ridiculous.
But, then, that's who we are. All must serve.
Third,
all must share.
Now don't
squirm. I'm not going to talk about money. Although I could.
I'm going to talk about talking, rather than giving. I'm going
to talk about passing on to others what someone once passed
on to you. I'm going to talk about sharing your story ...
inviting someone to join your journey ... or telling some
starving brother or sister where you are currently finding
bread.
Methodists
have never privatized their faith. Instead, Methodists have
believed that faith is too hard a thing to live alone, and
too fragile a thing to keep to oneself. "Share it or
lose it," could very well have been Wesley's motto. Which
is why he put people into those small groups he called "class
meetings." And which is why we create, in this church,
every kind of group imaginable (social groups, study groups,
support groups, singing groups, covenant groups, D-groups,
work groups, play groups, camping groups and retreat groups
... the better to weep with the weepers, rejoice with the
rejoicers, encourage the faint-hearted and strengthen the
weak).
When it
comes to telling our story ... or his story ... all of us
have differing levels of comfort. Which we know. And for which
we need not apologize. On the biblical list of spiritual gifts,
evangelists are one sub-classification. Not all of us fit
that title. Not all of us need to. Some of the best witnesses
for Jesus I have ever met, have been those with a "spiritual
gift" for listening ... which Paul doesn't mention, but
I will, claiming (for it) every bit as much authority as Paul
did for the gifts on his list.
But before
I let you off the hook too easily ... about speaking your
faith, I mean ... let me put in a good word for verbalization,
uncomfortable as that may seem to those of you who are more
stumbling-of-tongue, than you are silver-of-tongue. And that
good word is this. Most of us only learn what we truly believe
when we attempt to articulate it. And few of us know how passionately
we believe something, until we are forced to defend it.
I'll speak
personally here. I suppose my tongue is more "silver"
than "stumbling." But I do not always know what
to say. Neither do I always know how to say it. When I stand
by someone's bed ... or sit in someone's living room ... I
occasionally field hard questions (or face gut-wrenching silences)
that leave me wondering what, if anything, I do have to say.
But something always seems to come. And what comes is often
incredibly honest and deeply revealing ... given that some
strange combination of the moment and the Spirit conspires
to pull it from me, even when I doubt its presence within
me. I am not saying this very well, but somehow I think you
know what I mean.
Other
times, in the midst of delivering a sermon, I will surprise
myself with the passion and urgency of my delivery. Later,
I'll say to Kris: "I didn't feel it that strongly when
I wrote it. In fact, I don't really know where it came from."
What does that mean? It means that if I weren't forced to
speak, I might not know what I know, or understand what I
feel. Putting something into words becomes a way of recognizing
and owning what is internal, that might otherwise go undiscovered.
Sometimes Kris will say: "You really ought to listen
to yourself preach." Not because she thinks I'd behave
better if I did. But because I'd understand myself better,
if I did.
And before
I leave this business of sharing, let me put in one last word
about the content of what we share. I'm talking about Jesus
Christ. For few of us are bashful about telling our story.
But lots of us ... let's be honest here ... are bashful about
naming his name. We will gladly give a cup of cold water to
a thirsty stranger, but we will twist, uncomfortably, over
whether to add the sponsor's identity (as in): "This
water is being offered to you by a friend of Jesus."
Thirty
years ago, I would have said that the water speaks for itself.
Now, in a world where so many thirsty people have no idea
of the thirst-quenching power of our Lord, I have changed
my mind.
Said the
writer of I Peter to a more-than-mildly persecuted group of
Christians in Jerusalem: "Always be ready to answer anyone
who asks you to account for the hope that is in you."
Which assumes three things.
1. That
you have hope in you.
2.
That you know where it comes from.
3.
And that you are willing to name the source out loud.
All must
share.
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Methodists!
Two weeks ago, I started out this little exercise by saying
that I thought there was more to us than the fact that, once
upon a time, we wouldn't dare be caught dancing. Last night,
when I left the Cass Church awards dinner at the Westin Hotel
... plaque in hand for exemplary Christian service ... a dance
band was playing and some very good Methodist people were
dancing. The lateness of the hour (coupled with the need to
appear awake and intelligent in this pulpit at 8:15 a.m.)
kept me from expressing the rhythm in my feet. But as Kris
and I walked into the cold night air, we smiled and gave thanks
for a church that still feels like home, along with a denomination
that (on good days) no longer majors in minors.
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