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Jeff Nelson
Big Tent Revival

Sermon:
September 14, 2003
Sunday Night Alive!
 

Scripture:
Numbers 11:10-17

Our story begins in a place I bet we all have been, a place that life at one time or another will bring us all through. The wilderness. For Moses and his crew, the wilderness is that place somewhere between Egypt and the Promised Land, somewhere between their being liberated from bondage and the full realization of God’s will for them. It’s a wandering place, a testing place, a trying place. The wilderness is a vast unknown where one never knows what danger lurks around the corner. As we imagine Moses and his rag-tag followers looking out at this unending unknown that surrounded them, we can easily understand why they began to lose sight of where they were going. Perhaps we can even empathize with their complaints. I mean, in light of all the uncertainty that surrounded them, all the unfamiliar that confronted them at every turn, it is little wonder that these sojourners had forgotten all of the miracles that had brought them into the wilderness in the first place. Because let us not forget that this is the group that had experienced some tremendous things. They had lived through the seven plagues, and it was these same folks who had suddenly found themselves traveling down an interstate that went right through the Red Sea. Why, these very people had actually seen bread raining from heaven and water being drawn out of rock. Amazing, amazing stuff.  

But perhaps just as amazing is that now, in the thick of the wilderness, these very same people seem to have forgotten all of the miracles that carried them to this point in their journey. And not only have they forgotten what helped to bring them this far, they seem to have forgotten who has been with them all along. So this tells us something about the overwhelming nature of the wilderness and the desperation it can cause. 

Oh, but wildernesses have a way of doing that, don’t they? And when we find ourselves in there, in the wilderness, in the wild unknown of life’s journeys, we can forget and become panicked.  We can get scared, nervous, anxious, uneasy, unsure. Once you find yourself in the wilderness, all you know is that you are lost. You cannot envision any way out of this mess. In fact, you can’t even remember where you were going in the first place. You are ready to give up, call it quits. Let’s just go back to the way things were. Hey, back there, things might not have been perfect, but they were better than this. 

I’ll tell you the truth. There has been more than one occasion when I have lifted my head up from the daily details and found myself standing smack dab in the middle of the wilderness. I am sure we have all had moments when we have just stood overwhelmed with the tasks at hand. We might say to ourselves, “How am I going to manage everything that is on my plate right now?”  Sometimes, in these wilderness moments, we literally cannot see the forest through all the trees. You know these trees. In fact, you know them by name. The trees in the wilderness have names like career, family, kids, friends, finances, relationships, college tests, home projects, work projects, car maintenance, personal fitness, continuing education, personal growth, spiritual development.…too many trees, no clear path, no sense that there is a “promised land” on the other side of this wilderness at all. These are the moments in our lives that we, too, stand before God and cry like Moses, 

“Why do you treat me so badly?  Have I done something wrong to deserve all of this? Why have you dumped this burden on me? …If this is the way you are going to treat me, then you can go ahead and put me to death right now. Go ahead and put me out of misery.”  (paraphrase of Numbers 11:11, 15) 

Just like Moses, we can very quickly go from the burning bush to burning out. The wilderness is a place we find ourselves standing in more often than we would like. 

Because the wilderness can be such an uncertain and frightening place, I think there are three important things to remember about it. First, the wilderness is never our destination. It is not the end of the story. The wild uncertainty of the present moment is never a permanent fixture on life’s horizon, but simply the “in between” place that we travel through on our way from where we were to the place that God would have us be. 

The second thing about the wilderness is that while it is not permanent, it is also not avoidable. As much as we would like to walk to avoid the wilderness, take a plane and fly right over it, skip all of the rest of Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy and get to that first chapter of the book of Joshua and enter this promised land, we just can’t do it. The wilderness cannot be avoided. It is the place where we become the people God has called us to be. The wilderness is the place where we build the kind of community God has always intended us to live in.    

The third thing our scripture tells us about wilderness experiences is that they are not just solo ventures, they are often field trips where a whole busload of us feel too hungry and too tired to continue on. Our story reminds us that sometimes whole peoples, whole communities, can find themselves in the thick of it, unsure of where to turn, how to proceed, and uneasy about all the unknowns ahead of them.  

I say all this about the wilderness because I think that as we continue to wrestle with how to take the Sunday Night Alive ministry to the next level, as we work to put in place the kind of ministry that will grow both in size and depth, I am certain that more often than not we will feel a little like we are in the wilderness. In trying to answer the call God has given us, we are indeed stepping out into uncharted territory. So many questions. So many possibilities. So many uncertainties. How do we create space for new people to join us? How do we get the message out to the people who are yearning to know God’s transforming love in their life? How do we use the new building when it opens? How do we get the resources to really grow? If we are not careful, we may find ourselves like the Israelites in our story who wished they could just go back to the way things had always been. Or maybe we’ll be like Moses, overwhelmed, on the verge of burnout and ready to quit. 

So let us look closely at our scripture tonight, because I think it has a lot to say about people following God’s call to move into the unknown. What does God tell Moses to do in the midst of the wilderness, with the cries of hungry people ringing in his ears and an overwhelmed feeling weighing down his shoulders? God tells Moses to throw a party. That’s right, throw a party right there in the wilderness. This isn’t just any old party, either. No, it is a revival….a big tent revival, at that. This party isn’t open to just anyone, either. No, it actually has a rather exclusive invitation list. God responds to Moses’ cries with a compelling suggestion. Instead of giving Moses the axe, sending the people back to Egypt and looking for new people to be his witness in the world, God offers a different plan, to: 

Gather for me seventy of the elders of Israel, whom you know to be the elders of the people…bring them to the meeting tent and have them take their place there with you. 

There you have it. Throw up a tent and call a good old-fashioned prayer meeting. But it is important to remember the purpose of this big tent meeting. This was not a meeting just for the sake of having a meeting. This was a meeting to help the people figure out how to get themselves out of the woods. That’s important to remember, because this is a great meeting tent we have right here. This is a powerful place to gather, but I pray we never meet here just for the sake of meeting. I pray that we come to this meeting so that we, too, can get through the wilderness. I pray that what happens here on Sunday makes a difference come Monday. 

You know, it is kind of like a football game. In a football game, there is a lot of meeting going on. We call them huddles. In the huddle, the team is given 30 seconds to call a play, get organized, and make sure everybody knows where they are going. These meetings are a necessary part of playing the game. But you know what? Sixty thousand people don’t pay $35-$100 a ticket to watch the huddle. They come to see if the huddle makes any difference once the action gets started. The same is true when it comes to church. The community around us—those who don’t have a church home—look at us and wonder if our meeting is going to make any difference once the action starts. The true effectiveness of our ministry cannot be measured by how well we do on Sunday. The test comes when we leave this place and enter the world. God told Moses to call a meeting so that they could bring the people to the other side of the wilderness. We, too, must remember that we gather here each Sunday so that we can help others find a way when there seems to be no way. 

But what about the guest list? Pretty exclusive, isn’t it? God tells Moses to gather seventy elders from the community. So what constitutes an elder, anyway? Gray hair and a few wrinkles?  Hardly. In ancient Israel, the “elders” were the people to whom the community turned for guidance, not because of their individual talents but because of their wisdom. Wisdom, that combination of knowledge, perception and judgment that only comes after a lifetime of experience. Their trustworthiness grew out of an openness that only comes from the lessons of trial and error, from knowing both triumph and failure. Elders were the ones whose opinions mattered greatly, whose gifts and character were respected by the community. What better people to gather with than these folks, people who have been through life’s wildernesses before, people whose wisdom could help the next generation find their way through theirs as well. 

So what did God tell Moses to do with the wise ones once they showed up at the meeting tent? God told them to pray. God told them to pray that the Spirit would be spread across the entire community. God told them to stand firm and together bear the burden of a starving people— people starved for love, starved for connection, starved for a life full of meaning. God wanted to teach young Moses that he was not in this alone, but that his generation must learn to lean on the faithful witness of those who had gone before them. Moses needed to be reminded that he was a part of a powerful community of people who walked the life of faith, through all its ups and downs, joys and struggles. God called the elders to the meeting tent to remind Moses that even though he was being called into uncharted territory that would demand innovation and new approaches, the Spirit that would get him and the others through the wilderness was not new at all. The faith that would sustain and deliver Moses was the same faith that had sustained and delivered the elders. God brought the elders to the meeting tent to help Moses remain connected to his history. 

Since I have been here at First Church, I have been amazed at the powerful witness of the elders here. (I use the term “elder” here intentionally, not as a distinction of age, but as the title of honor that it is meant to carry.) They are dedicated people who have built this church. Helped it to grow. Helped it to change as the times demanded, while always holding fast to God’s covenantal promises—the same promises made to Moses somewhere between Egypt and the Promised Land, the promise that God will never leave or forsake us. 

As we prepare for what is shaping up to be an exiting and challenging year for the Sunday Night Alive ministry, this story from the book of Numbers really speaks to me. So I have done what it said to do. I have called our elders to join us in the meeting tent. I have called them here to pray with us and to pray for us. It is my hope that we remain connected to the powerful witness of those who have led the way. And as we venture out into new territory, may we never lose sight of the faith that has sustained them and will sustain us. 


Helpful exegesis of the Numbers text came from Kenda Creasy Dean and Ron Foster in the book The God Bearing Life

I am indebted to Dr. Tony Evans of the Urban Alternative for the football illustration.